Gulliby Crazy. :))

Y ; Di na Ganun.

Written at Saturday, April 23, 2011 | back to top

Di na Ganun

by Yeng Constantino

Paano na lang kung ako ang iiyak sa iyo

Paano na yan buti kung may magawa pa ako

Eh paano na kung ako na ang nahihirapan

Magagawa ko ba sa'yo na bigla kang talikuran

Wala na ang dating tamis

At sa tingin ko'y di ko na maibabalik

Bakit di ko maaming wala na ang dating damdamin

Di na ganun..

At hindi ko kayang piliting muli mong angkinin

Di na ganun..

Paano na lang kung biglang masabi ko sa iyo

Buti kung intindihin mo ako

Paano kaya kung ikaw ay akin nang iwasan o iwanan

Wala na ang dating tamis

At sa tingin ko'y di ko na maibabalik

Bakit di ko maaming wala na ang dating damdamin

Di na ganun..

At hindi ko kayang piliting muli mong angkinin

Di na ganun..

Ibubulong na lang sa hangin ang aking nararamdaman

Nalilito na ako pa'no mo ba malalaman?

Bakit di ko maaming wala na ang dating damdamin

Di na ganun..

At hindi ko kayang piliting muli mong angkinin

Di na ganun..

Bakit di ko maaming wala na ang dating damdamin

Hindi na ganun..

At hindi ko kayang piliting muli mong angkinin

Di na ganun..

Di na ganun.. Di na ganun.

Di na ganun..

YYY

Alena.Ü
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Y ; Zombies in my Dream. O.o

Written at Monday, April 4, 2011 | back to top

To see or dream that you are a zombie, suggests that you are physically and/or emotionally detached from people and situations that are currently surrounding you. You are feeling out of touch. Alternatively, a zombie means that you are feeling dead inside. You are just going through the motions of daily living.

To dream that you are attacked by zombies, indicate that you are feeling overwhelmed by forces beyond your control. You are under tremendous stress in your waking life. Alternatively, the dream represents your fears of being helpless and overpowered.

So un nga. Nanaginip ako, kasama ko sila Angelo. Nakakita kami ng Zombies. Edi pinipigilan naming makapasok sila sa kung nasaan man kami. Hoho. Maya maya nakagat na din pala ung kasama namin. Nagpanggap pa nga sa umpisa we. Deh aun. Nakagat na din kami ni Awoo. Sa leeg. WEIRD. HAHAHA. Tas nagtatakbo kaming dalawa. Hinahabol na we. =)) Panay stop over pa nga kami pag nakakakita kami ng lungga eh. Play Dead. LOLJK. XD Aun. hanggang sa makarating kami sa ilog. Deh tumalon na nga kami dun. Para hindi na makita. Tas dumating na ung mga kasamahan namin. Aun. Wala nang zombies! Sumakay na kami sa bangka. Tas nakita ko din sa panaginip ko si Twilight. Flat. HAHAHA. Korni. Tas aun. Back to reality. :))

YYY

Alena.Ü
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Y ; Colour and I.

Written at Saturday, April 2, 2011 | back to top

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Alena.Ü
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Y ; Mine.

Written at Thursday, March 31, 2011 | back to top

Oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh

You were in college, working part-time, waiting tables
Left a small town and never looked back
I was a flight risk, afraid of fallin'
Wondering why we bother with love, if it never lasts

I say, "Can you believe it?"
As we're lyin' on the couch
The moment, I can see it
Yes, yes, I can see it now

Do you remember, we were sittin' there, by the water?
You put your arm around me for the fist time
You made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter
You are the best thing that's ever been mine

Flash forward, and we're takin' on the world together
And there's a drawer of my things at your place
You learn my secrets and figure out why I'm guarded
You say we'll never make my parents' mistakes

But we got bills to pay
We got nothin' figured out
When it was hard to take
Yes, yes

This is what I thought about:

Do you remember, we were sittin' there, by the water?
You put your arm around me for the fist time
You made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter
You are the best thing that's ever been mine

Do you remember all the city lights on the water?
You saw me start to believe for the first time
You made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter
You are the best thing that's ever been mine

Oh, oh, oh, oh

And I remember that fight, two-thirty AM
You said everything was slipping right out of our hands
I ran out, crying, and you followed me out into the street

Braced myself for the goodbye, cause that's all I've ever known
Then, you took me by surprise
You said, "I'll never leave you alone."

You said, "I remember how we felt, sitting by the water.
And every time I look at you, it's like the first time.
I fell in love with a careless man's careful daughter.
She is the best thing that's ever been mine."

You made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter
You are the best thing that's ever been mine

Do you believe it?
We're gonna make it now
And I can see it

I can see it now

YYY

Alena.Ü
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Y ; Brain Type Test.

Written at Tuesday, March 22, 2011 | back to top

Brain Type Test - Free Results

Are You Left-Brained or Right-Brained?

Although one side of the brain is generally dominant over the other, we should strive to utilize both halves. A balanced brain makes a balanced person - combining sequential thinking with a holistic approach, or linear thinking with intuition, enables us to fully comprehend issues and solve problems. Left-brainers can dramatically improve their problem solving abilities by learning to "follow their gut," while right-brainers can improve the execution of their creative efforts.

Realizing your dominant half is the first step in becoming balance-brained.

Your percentage score for the left brain is 51%.
Your percentage score for the right brain is 49%.

You are more left-brained than right-brained. Your left brain controls the right side of your body. In addition to being known as left-brained, you are also known as a critical thinker who uses logic and sense to collect information. You are able to retain this information through the use of numbers, words, and symbols. You usually only see parts of the "whole" picture, but this is what guides you step-by-step in a logical manner to your conclusion. Concise words, numerical and written formulas and technological systems are often forms of expression for you. Some occupations usually held by a left-brained person include a lab scientist, banker, judge, lawyer, mathematician, librarian, and skating judge.

Your left brain/right brain percentage was calculated by combining the individual scores of each half's sub-categories. They are as follows:

Left Brain

Linear
Sequential
Symbolic
Logical
Verbal
Reality-based

Right Brain

Holistic
Random
Concrete
Intuitive
Nonverbal
Fantasy-oriented

Each of these 12 categories has its own distinctive influence in shaping how you think, learn, and perceive the world around you. A detailed evaluation of your brain type has been prepared and is waiting for you. Order the full report now for this information and an insight on why you are who you are!

Source: http://www.testcafe.com/lbrb/?affil=

YYY

Alena.Ü
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Y ; That.

Written at Sunday, March 13, 2011 | back to top

"All I want to do when I grow up is to be able to travel the world and go see amazing things. Fuck going to Paris or New York or some other shitty city with a fat landmark."

YYY

Alena.Ü
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Y ; Fifteen.

Written at Wednesday, March 9, 2011 | back to top

1. red 2. baka 3. pag-akyat 4. goblins 5. traitor 6. 30 seconds to mars 7. streetdance 8. michael 9. wings/can fly 10. september 11. good liar 12. four serious 13. horse 14. aurora 15. questionnaires maker.

Fail. Oo na. Ako na. Ako na nga 'tong hindi pala-kwento, ako pa 'tong hindi good listener. Wala akong kwenta eh. I don't have a life. Ang dami ko nang natutunan sa'yo. Ang dami ko nang na-realize. Kelan ba 'to hihinto? Ayoko naaa. Ayoko na kitang makausap. Ayoko na kitang makasama. Ayoko nang makinig sa mga kwento at problema mo. But on the bright side, I've realized how much I really know him.

YYY

Alena.Ü
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Y ; Everything has its reason.

Written at Sunday, March 6, 2011 | back to top

Birthday ng Kapatid ko. 15y/o na siya. My God. Turning 17 pa lang ako sa April. Isang taon na lang agwat naming dalawa. But not for long. Medyo 1 month lang. haha. Aun. Baket? Wala lang. Joke. :))

March na. Oo, Alena. Medyo anim na araw na ang nakalipas simula nung mag-March. hahaha. Konting mga panahon na lang, matatapos na ang Freshman Year ko sa College. Konting panahon na lang malalaman ko na kung papasa ba ako sa mga subjects ko. Eto na naman ang moment of truth. Eto na naman ang pag-iisip. Eto na naman ang pagde-decide ko.

Kung papalarin at pumasa ako sa Chemistry 2, mainam. Pero ewan. haha. Kasi naman. Chem Laaaaab. Be good. :) Sa Solid Mensuration naman, SANA. Mabait naman si Sir Mike. Nagpapasa naman ako ng mga dapat ipasang requirements. Yung mga quiz niya? Ok lang. Weh? haha. Haybasta. At eto na. Analytic Geometry. WHEW. Mukang dito na talaga magkakatalo talo. Sa Solid, kung ma-tres man ako, saved na din ung Inc ko sa Trigo nung 1st sem. Pero kung dito sa Geom, bumagsak pa din ako? Walaaaa. Bagsak na din ang 5 units kong Algebra nung 1st sem. Pataaaay. Martial Law pa man din kami kay Mam Crisostomo. Anu nang mangyayari? Hala!

But that's not the real issue. Haha. Lahat ng bagay, may dahilan. Lahat ng bagay na mararanasan dito sa mundo, may aral. Lahat, binigay nung nasa itaas. :)

May dahilan kung bakit sa simula't sapul, nakapasa ako sa Entrance Exam ng BulSuat sa kursong Computer Engineering. May dahilan kung bakit late na ginawa ung building namin. May dahilan kung bakit naging kaklase ko ang bestfriend ko. May dahilan ang bawat pangyayaring naganap nung 1st sem. May dahilan kung bakit ko nakilala ang mga kaklase ko ngayon, ang CoE-1B. May dahilan din kung bakit ang iba sa mga kaklase ko nung 1st sem ay hindi ko na naging kaklase sa ibang subjects nung 2nd sem. May dahilan kung bakit hindi ko na madalas kasama sina Glenn at PJ. May dahilan kung bakit ko nakilala ang taong bumago at kasalukuyan pa ring binabago ang buhay ko. May dahilan kung bakit nangyari ang mga nangyari nung naging kami, nung nag-aaway kami, nung napaiyak niya ako, hanggang sa nung nagkahiwalay na kami. 2months. Scratch that, 3. :) At hanggang ngayon, Oo. Hindi pa rin ako bumibitaw. May dahilan ang lahat ng ito.

Lahat naman ng bagay na ginagawa mo ngayon gusto mo eh. Yung mga sinasabi mong napipilitan ka lang? Sana in the first place, hindi mo na tinuloy. Pero pinagpapatuloy mo pa rin diba? Dahil gusto mo. :) Dahil alam mo, may magandang mangyayari sa buhay mo or sa kung kanino pa mang dahilan kung bakit mo ginagawa ang bagay na yon.

Everything has its reason. Everyone must face its consequences. You just have to have faith in everything. You just got to believe in Him.

YYY

Alena.Ü
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Y ; Bawal umiyak.

Written at Sunday, February 27, 2011 | back to top

Eh ano naman akala mo saken? Hindi marunong magbukas ng folded letter? Hahaha. Patawa ka e. XD Isang sulat na natanggap ko bago ako tumuloy sa CoE Night.

Ibblog ko pa sana Happenings nung Night e. Pati flashbacks sa nangyari saken nung Junior and Senior Prom nung High School. Wala lang. J. S. Night. Pagsasama-samahin ko lang at magssummary. Kaya lang wala akong time e. Madami ding gawain. Yey. March na! Akalain mo un, matatapos na second sem. Go! Kaya ko 'to! :)

YYY

Alena.Ü
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Y ; The truth is... never mind.

Written at Monday, February 14, 2011 | back to top

LOLJK. The truth is.. I'm still expecting teddybears or any cute stuff from BlueMagic given to me by a special guy. Nasanay kasi ako nung High School na ganon. Well. That was so High School. Still wasn't mature enough, though. Half childish, half mature.

Kaya hindi ko alam ang dapat kong gawin kanina nung naka-receive ako ng Red Rose galing kay lets. Yung card ayos lang e. Any occasions naman pwede magbigay ng card. So alam ko na ang gagawin dun. Pero sa red rose? Nah. Totally I have no idea. Masisisi mo ba naman ako? It was my first time. Hindi ko alam na hindi dapat nilalagay lang sa bag ang bulaklak, dinidisplay ito, dapat palaging hawak.

Eh kasi naman ang awkward eh. May klase kaya. :|

Though nung High School, nagagawa kong humawak lang ng bulaklak ng ilang oras. BUT with my friends naman, meron din silang bulaklak nun at hindi lang ako ang nagmumukhang tanga nun, parang baliw at may hawak hawak lang na bulaklak. HAHA! I mean, matatapos na school year nun nu. WALA NANG KLASE THAT TIME. :)

So un nga. College na, Alena. I better learn more things like these. I better be mature. I am sixteen, going on seventeen. (The sound of music? XD) Kelangan ko nang tanggalin sa sistema ko ang mga bagay na pambata -- mga bagay na hindi naman nakakatulong sa pagma-mature ko, mga bagay na nakakairita.

But what are those?

Let's take it easy. I'm still young.

I'm going to take one step at a time. :)

YYY

Alena.Ü
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Y ; SadNESS.

Written at Monday, February 7, 2011 | back to top

Emo na naman si Alena ngayong araw. /creys.

ChemLab. 3 hours. Aircooon. Experiment.
Soc Sci. Galing sa malamig, lulugar sa mainit. Ang init ko! May sakit. Kaantok. -.-
Analytic Geometry. Long Test AS EXPECTED. Let the Martial Law begin. Tss.

This is it. Eto na naman ako. Namumublema sa kurso na pinasok ko. Haaayyy. Kung nung 1st sem, Trigo ang dahilan kung bakit gustong gustooo ko ng magShift nun. This time. Analytic Geometry! Anak ng Putik. Ayoko po talagang bumagsak! Pag ako bumagsak dito, uulitin ko din ang Algebra. 5 + 3 units! WHEEEW. Tapos ala pa akong Calculus sa 2nd year kung magkataon. HAYJUSKO BUHAY NAMAN OO. HAHAHA.

Ano baaaa. Help! Hindi ko kayang mag-aral ng babasahin lang ung libro. Sa tingin mo nagets ko un? haha. Gusto ko din ng may magtuturo sakin. Gusto ko araw araw inspired ako dahil sa kaniya. Ginaganahan, hindi tinatamad sa pag-aaral. Mahirap na din kasing mag-aral ng mabuti ngayon pag wala ganung pinaghuhugutan. Gasgas na ung mga linyang, "nag-aaral ako ng mabuti para sa pamilya ko. " PWE. Dadddeeeehhhh! Umuwi ka naaaaa! T___T hahaha.

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KASIPAGAN. HAPPINESS. INSPIRATION.

Dalawin niyo naman akong tatlo, please?

At kung 3 in 1 ka na. MUCH BETTER.

Wag ka nang aalis ha? Ü

YYY

Alena.Ü
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Y ; Tangled.

Written at Thursday, February 3, 2011 | back to top

Tangled is a 2010 animated musical film produced by Walt Disney Animation Studios. The film features the voices of Mandy Moore, Zachary Levi, and Donna Murphy, and the film is the 50th animated feature in the Walt Disney Animated Classics series. This film is rated PG, instead of G. The story is largely based on the German fairy tale Rapunzel by the Brothers Grimm. The film was originally titled and marketed as Rapunzel until it was changed to Tangled shortly before its release. It premiered in theatres and in 3D cinemas on November 24, 2010. To date, it is the second most expensive film ever made, and it is the most expensive animated film, with a budget of $260 million.

- WikiPedia.

Oyea. Second most expensive film ever made. Next to Harry Potter 7 Part 1, I guess? haha. Now I finally know. :) The first time I encountered this film on the Internet world, I was really not into it. I was like, WTH. You're close to overcome HP7 on cinemas? O.o (anu daw?) Ok, kinda irritated. HAHA. Magkasabay naman kasi silang pinalabas ng HP7 e. But not in the Philippines. Before I knew it, napanuod na rin 'to ng iba ko pang online friends and it was already very famous on tumblr. Then I got the chance of having to watch this film. Ronilyn once chatted me on Facebook and asked if ever I own a flash drive. So that she can copy then paste this film which she downloaded.

Then wohla~ (huh?) HAHA. Wednesday, wash Day. Finally, this is the day! Us, friends went to Jaymark's place and there we bond. haha. We watched the film through my laptop, Pinky. But unfortunately, Pinky's volume wasn't enough for us to hear it so.. we decided not to continue watching the film anymore and ate mangoes instead. Courtesy of Jaillyn. Yay! We were 7 people whose at Jaymark's and basically he's included to that 7. HA!~

But when the night came, only four of us has been there at Jaymark's room, still facing my pinky and waiting for some stuff that Jaymark has whatever have done to my laptop. HAHA. And.. No more story telling. HOHO. So back to the film..

I LOVE IT! Weeee. I never thought I would be addicted to the story. Specially to its soundtrack. I'm going to download all of the songs in it. Though I've already download the Healing Incantation and I guess, it was my favorite. ;) Yeah. \m/ haha! I also came to a realization after I watched for the 2nd time the movie (because I was really a good sister, I let my youngest brother also watched the movie. Yey. :P), I realized, Flynn Rider (Rapunzel's leading man in the story) is really named as Eugene Fitzherbert. HAHA. Get it? :P Naah. FLYNN was just his thief name but technically, it was EUGENE who's his real name. (ANU DAAAW?) haha! Yeaa. Get it. Whatever, babeh. XD

YYY

Alena.Ü
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Y ; Banat ng Pusa at Daga.

Written at Saturday, January 29, 2011 | back to top

Banat ng Pusa sa Daga:

Kahit kelan hinding hindi ako mapapagod habulin at hanap hanapin ka. At pinapangako ko na pag nahuli kita, di na kita pakakawalan pa. Di ko pababayaan angkinin ka ng iba. Akin ka lang.

Eto naman ang banat ng Daga:

Pakipot man akong maituturing, pa-hard to get ang acting. Pag ako nakita mo't nahuli, pangako ko sayong hindi ka magsisisi. Dahil para sa sarili mong kaligayahan, handa akong masaktan. Sumaya ka lang.

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Whatever Pusa at Daga! HAHAHA. NSTP kanina. Pagka-aga aga we wala naman pala kaming gagawin sa Hagonoy. Maryosep. *parang hindi taga-dun e* haha. Kasi naman. Wala lang. Tambay lang talaga dun.

Tapos nanuod ako ng Toy Story 2. Tapos may tango. Tapos may lets. HAHAHA. Pagkatapos, sino'ng nasamid at binilaukan ng bonggang bongga habang kumakain? YAN KASI, GUMAGAWA NG MASAMA. Mamatay ka na. este, PAKABAIT KA NA. >:)

Naalala mo ung Bullets Blog ko? Out of six, four down! OYEAAAHH.. Achievement. Ü Third and second to the last na lang. Matatanggal pa ba un? Itira na natin. haha. Jk.

YYY

Alena.Ü
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Y ; Ramdam eh. Hirap. XD

Written at Friday, January 28, 2011 | back to top

Kahapon ay Thursday. 6PM ang uwian. So 6.30 nga ako umuwi. Hoho. Kinilig naman daw ako ng konti. Nakasakay ko ang aking Oh So Looong Time Crush. Yea, nalibre pa. Kapal ng mukha. haha. Tapos aun. Ang daming dapat gawin at aralin para sa kinabukasan. Haha. I mean, para sa Friday which is ung kinabukasan nga. Bukas. HAHAHA. Gulo. :P

9:30 PM nung sinimulan ko na ngang mag-aral sa baba. Syempre, hindi ako makakapag-aral pag dito ako sa kwarto at sa kama ko lang nagstay. Panigurado bagsak agad ako. Pati na rin ung mga grades ko. hahaha.

Social Science. True or False lang naman. So medyo nakapagbasa ako ng konti. haha.
Chemistry. Lab and Lecture. Nakapagsagot naman. Pero may mga naiwan pa din.
Geometry. Malinis. Walang walang sagot. Di man lang ako nag-try. HAHA.
Solid Mensuration. Hindi ako nagreview. HOHO!

Nagawa ko lahat ng yan in just one hour. Pagakyat ko dito sa kwarto, chineck ko ung cellphone ko. Aba, may text si lets. HAHA. May itatanong daw na seryosong bagay. 10 minutes late lang naman reply ko eh, di na nagtext ulit. Aga makatulog. O.o

Si Daddy ko naman ung tinext ko. AS IN ung real daddy ko na nasa Saudi. Papatulong sana ako ng assignment sa Geometry e. Deh nung naghihintay ako ng reply niya, bumaba ulit ako at naghilamos, chuchu. Pagakyat ko, 3 missed calls. Wheeew. haha. So tinext ko na nga ulit. Unfortunately, wala pala siyang internet connection ngayon. Tsss. Tinawagan pa ako. haha.

Dun naman ako naiyak pagkatapos naming magusap saglit. Huuuuu. Namimiss ko na daddy ko! :( Wala akong tutor, wala akong katulong sa paggawa ng assignments ko, wala akong moral support sa kinuha kong course. Jusko! Promise Daddy, umuwi ka lang. Panigurado, hindi ako papalya dito sa Engineering. Tsk. Pero waaag. Hindi ko makukuha luho ko. Jooooke. haha. Ang gulo lang eh. XD

Eto na nga ang ngayon. Kinukulit ko si Lets dun sa tanong niya last night. Ayaw naman niyang sabihin. Tinopak agad. Knuwento ko nga kasi na naiyak din ako last night. Buti pa daw Daddy ko, una kong tinetext. Eh jusmiyo. Una ko siyang nireplyan bago ko itext ung daddy ko! XD Nung natapos ang Soc Sci, may topak pa rin siya. Dun na lang daw ako sa Daddy ko. Dun na lang ako kay Daniel.

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*sa isip ko*: HAHAHAHAHAHA.

*in reality, sinisigawan si Lets*: Uy hindi naman si Daniel ung tinutukoy ko eh! Yung totoo kong daddy, ung nasa Saudi! Topak mo!

YYY

Alena.Ü
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