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Y ; so this is Goodbye?
Written at Tuesday, March 16, 2010 | back to top

so it's now time for me to make this blogPost. hayy. :(


i can say that last weekend was a terrible one. well. except for the times i've been falling asleep under that super big magic pillow of my parents. sarap matulog dun! pero pag gabi talaga. cold summer nights? LOL. gusto pala kumanta. but seriously. those two nights of mine were so melancholy and depressing. i kept on thinking about him. what to say to him, what to ask and most especially how am i going to tell my mistakes from him. aww.


buti na nga lang yesterday hindi ako depressed eh. though pumasok naman siya. as usual, i didn't got a chance to talk to him. but i still went home having a smile on my face because of my friends. nagkasayahan sa pagkanta through karaoke and then that night naman, nadala ako sa pagcha-chat. :)


but this day? uh-oh. hell, NO. definitely no. malungkot na nga kasi maraming absent eh. dumagdag pa siya dun. XD so this is that story.


lunch time. itetext ko na dapat siya. wala lang. eepal, FC ulit. you know. haha. pero nauna na siya. nagGM eh. kaya nagreply na lang ako sa kaniya. i told him that i already feel he doesn't want to talk to me anymore. every time i would plan to talk to him na, aabsent na lang siya bigla. hindi ko malaman kung nagkataon lang or sinasadya na ba niya talaga ehh. :|


pero hindi naman daw sa ganun. "ndi ah" pa nga eh. hahaha. then his friend came. so aun, kung anu-ano na naman pinagsasabi. nung tinaong daw niya si ano about sa panliligaw niya sa kin eh. ewan ang nasagot. hindi niya din alam kung ano na ba talaga nangyayari.


so binanggit ko naman kagad un sa kaniya..

meh nakwento nga pala sakin si *friend niya*. tungkol sa panliligaw. haha.
".ahe. Haha, enxa nga pla dun wah? D q na cnb xeu? :c"
hala. hindi ko pa naman alam un eh. anu ba un? XD
",ahe. Eh d q na cnb na tumiGil na q :c"


unfortunately, hindi ko na maalala reply ko jan. haha. i'm using my friend's cp kasi eh walang sent items. saklap. haha. XD


tapos aun. i already wanted to ask him na kung bakit. Why did you stop anyway? sabi naman niya wala pa siyang nalalaman na kasalanan ko.. Tapos eto namang si friend niya. blinak-mail na ko. siya na magsasabi ng nagawa kong mistake from him, nasa drafts na nga eh. isesend na lang. haha. andun pati ung pagsasabi ng friend niya na, "aus lang pare ung ginawa mo, nakaganti ka naman na sakniya." aww. :( kaya lang hindi ko naman siya nakausap. nagDota siya. pasimuno pa ung kaklase ko. buset. nagintay naman ako. kaya lang nung natapos na sila, wala na. ayoko na. wala na ko sa mood. ayoko nang kausapin siya. bahala na silang magsabi sa kaniya nung nagawa ko. basta. ayoko na. ;((


Depressed na naman! Good thing i got someone to depend on. My friends back then. Si Zaido Green and Blue. ;) Andun lang kami sa library, talking about random things. hindi ko alam eh, one hour din siguro un? coz at 5pm, we separated ways and now i'm here. already home. :]



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