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Y ; year-end blogPost. :)
Written at Thursday, December 31, 2009 | back to top

Bold all the things you've done in 2009*

1. Dyed your hair an odd color.
2. Went skinny dipping.
3. Bought something you didn’t need.
4. Snuck out of your house.
5. Became obsessed with a song no one knew.
6. Learned a song on your phone with your keypad.
7. Knitted something.
8. Ran a mile.
9. Fell in love.
10. Said, “like yeahh” too many times.
11. Lost your closest friends.
12. Got into a fight with someone you loved.
13. Climbed a tree.
14. Did something you said you wouldn’t.
15. Figured out who your real friends were.
16. Graduated High School.
17. Shopped online.
18. Created a tumblr.
19. Got addicted to tumblr.
20. Realized who you truly are.
21. Sang karaoke.
22. Flew across the world.
23. Performed in front of a large audience.
24. Met someone girl you found online.
25. Found a new band you now love.
26. Realized that Kanye West essentially sucked.
27. Got drunk.
28. Got high.
29. Spoke to a police officer.
30. Realized everyone is a hypocrite just fucking sucks.
31. Panicked over something stupid.
32. Failed a class.
33. Fell out of love.
34. Played a video game for hours straight.
35. Spent time with your family.
36. Ate dinner alone.
37. Cried in the shower.
38. Gained a new family member.
39. Shot off your own fireworks.
40. Made a snowman.
41. Got yelled at for no reason.
42. Waved at people you didn’t know in passing cars.
43. Sat on tumblr all day.
44. Changed your entire look.
45. Had sex.
46. Ran outside naked when it was freezing out.
47. Made your own fire.
48. Laughed at something that made no sense.
49. Fell asleep on the phone.
50. Told someone you loved them.


Bold all the things you’ve done in 2009:

1. Did something you said you would never do.
2. Paid for someone who said they would pay you back but never did.
3. Lied about where you were.
4. Discovered a new musician.
5. Made something for a friend.
6. Got a new phone.
7. Got a new iPod/Zune/Mp3 player.
8. Watched three or more episodes of Saturday Night Live.
9. Made fun of someone.
10. Created a Tumblr.
11. Flew on a plane for the first time.
12. Spoke in front of 15 people or more.
13. Met someone in real life that you originally met online.
14. Done something illegal.
15. Did your siblings chores for money.
16. Stayed up all night thinking about the worst thing that could possibly happen.
17. Hurt somebody you didn’t mean to hurt.
18. Hugged your mom or dad.
19. Baked a cake.
20. Made a new friend.
21. Lost an old friend.
22. Changed your views on society.
23. Laughed at something that wasn’t funny.
24. Got upset over something that wasn’t a big deal.
25. Had a horrible birthday.
26. Got a Facebook.
27. Deleted your MySpace.
28. Cried because you missed old times.
29. Cleaned your room.
30. Have a new found appreciation for someone you never expected to.
31. Told someone you love them.
32. Told someone you hate them.
33. Screwed something up but didn’t mean to.
34. Received a gift.
35. Gave a gift.
36. Read a book that wasn’t for school.
37. Ate a lollipop.
38. Threw away something by accident.
39. Smoked a cigarette.
40. Ran a mile.
41. Switched schools.
42. Aced a test.
43. Wished you were in the past.
44. Got scared about the future.
45. Got yelled at by your parents.
46. Lost a family member.
47. Saw an old friend.
48. Went to church/synagogue.
49. Hugged a stuffed animal.
50. Said you’re going to make next year better.


Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 100 Truths about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you.

(To do this, go to “notes” under tabs on your profile page, copy and paste this note, erase my answers and enter your own, tag people (in the right hand corner of the app) then click publish.)

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. last beverage = san mig light. ö
2. last phone call = bhez paul jordan.
3. last text message = gm ni alyanna.
4. last song you listened to = hair – ashley tisdale.
5. last time you cried = honestly, i always cannot remember when was the last time I cried so much.

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. dated someone twice= yes.
7. been cheated on = hmm. idunno. maybe no? ching. :D
8. kissed someone & regretted it = nope. ^^
9. lost someone special = yesh.
10. been depressed = haha. yes. BEEN depressED.
11. been drunk and threw up = not yet. :p

FIRST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
12. blue.
13. white.
14. green? :)

THIS YEAR (2009) HAVE YOU:
15. Made a new friend = yup.
16. Fallen out of love = yes! haha.
17. Laughed until you cried = ou. I think the last time was nung exam. nalaglag si princess sa silya. hahaha. =’))))
18. Met someone who changed you = xmpre nman.
19. Found out who your true friends were = yes.
20. Found out someone was talking about you = yup. :p
21. Kissed anyone on your FB friend's list = yes. dme kong frends na yon. haha.

GENERAL:
22. How many people on your FB friends list do you know in real life = uhm. 63%? haha.
24. Do you have any pets =none.
25. Do you want to change your name = nope.
26. What did you do for your last birthday =treated my friends sa jollibee. distriblution of cards.
27. What time did you wake up today = 8:30 am! proud. haha.
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life = ehh. wla? haha.
32. What are you listening to right now = how do you love someone – ashley tisdale.
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom = wla pa?
34. What's getting on your nerves right now = wla pa nman. sna wala. :p
35. Most visited webpage = dme eh. haha. twitter, plurk, blogger, facebook. ;)
36. Where do you want to be right now = sa bayan. I’m really craving for dimsum! hahaha.
37. Nicknames = wala. alena lang. :)) some calls me ashtie.
38. Relationship Status = uhh. dating? hahaha! in a relationship. xD
39. Zodiac sign = aries.
40. Male or female? = female.
41. Elementary? = st. mary’s academy.
42. Middle School = SMAH. hahah. xD
44. Hair color = black. uh. dark brown sa split ends. hahaha.
45. Long or short = long.
46. Height = hala. anu nga ba? haha. 5’ .. 4? ai nako. ewanko! hahaha.
47. Do you have a crush on someone? = yup.
48. What do you like about yourself? = generous! grabe. I super LiKE! tss. haha. :D
49. Piercings = just a pair on my ears.
50. Tattoos = none.
51. Righty or lefty = righty.

FIRSTS :
52. First surgery = none
53. First piercing = ears.
54. First best friend = recher? :))
55. First kiss = claude. lmao. hahaha.
56. First vacation = can’t remember. haha.
58. First crush = roi milbert. nung grade 1! hahaha. buset. xD

RIGHT NOW:
59. Eating = not yet.
60. Drinking = not yet either.
61. I'm about to = save this then transfer on my blogsite. (I was doing this on my laptop)
62. Listening to = it’s alright, it’s okay – ashley tisdale. (LOL nmang playlist to. haha.)
63. Waiting for =new year! hahaha. xD

YOUR FUTURE:
64. Want kids? yep.
65. Get Married? yes!
66. Career? a computer programmer. yeaboy. B-)

WHICH IS BETTER?:
67. Lips or eyes = eyes. @-@
68. Hugs or kisses = both. :))
69. Shorter or taller = taller.
70. Older or Younger = younger. ching. hilig sa bata. haha. older nman. ^^
71. Romantic or spontaneous = romantic. :>
72. Nice stomach or nice arms = hahaha. I don’t care. :p
73. Sensitive or loud = sensitive.
74. Hook-up or relationship = hook-up. JOKE! relationship. :D
75. Trouble maker or hesitant = none?

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger =nope. I would never! haha.
77. Drank hard liquor = no? hehe.
78. Lost glasses/contacts = never. kasi hindi pa ko nagsusuot. haha.
79. Sex on first date = the heck. no!
80. Broken someone's heart = yea? awww. :/
81. Had your own heart broken = oo naman!
82. Been arrested = haha. nope.
83. Turned someone down = amf. shet ah. xguru? haha.
84. Cried when someone died = malamang!
85. Fallen for a friend = tsk. yes.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself = yesh.
87. Miracles = uhm. yes. minsan.
88. Love at first sight = hmm.no?
89. Heaven = syempre!
90. Santa Claus = haha. no. :)
91. Kiss on the first date = nope.
92. Angels = yea naman.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
93. Had more than one bf/gf?= at the same time? awch. hindi pa naman. hahaha. xD
95. Did you sing today? =yuuuh!
96. Ever cheated on somebody? = arayy! buwisit. hahaha. xD
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go, and why? = from the start. FiRST YEAR. wala lang. namimiss ko na. iMYSM mamee Edylin. :(
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be? = September 2. retreat!!
100. Posting this as 100 truths? = yea. sa blog nga lang. xD



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Y ; gloomy day. :(
Written at Tuesday, December 29, 2009 | back to top

ohkay. pero umpisa naman ng araw ko - madaling araw. eh hindi siya malungkot. nakakatuwa, nakakatuya pa. haha. :)) eh kasi naman, binati ko lang si bhez tapos nagkatext na kami. hindi naman ako unli. hahaha. lufet. natawagan ko pa ng 3o mins. lufet ulet. hahaha. xD joke. basta eun. past 12 ngstart ang aming texting. at nayari ng 3:4o. oha. grabe ah. 5 pa nga nya ko pnapatulog eh. dinamay pa nman aq sa paninidigan nya. hahaha. xD

actually, nakatulugan ko lan xa before 4. haha. :p ngxeng ako ng 5, kase nrinig ko si mame. tas natulog ulit ako. nagsing nq at exactly 9. ng'alarm kse ako. mkkipg'meet dpat ako khei lucelle kaso umalis nman xla. haha. aun nga. unexpected news naman agad. aww. patay na si auntie paz. un kpted ng lola ko. :(

after kong maglunch, nagpunta na ko kila tham. gosh, i dunno. badtrip ang feeling ko nun while nsa trike. nagsoundtrip nln ako nun. tas papunta kla tham. while i was walking. charr! haha. feeling ko mhei nkasunod sken. so tningnan ko nman. curious eh? awsh. xa lang pla. haha.

pgpasok nman kla tham. i was shocked. andun si benchindot. haha. wla lng. but i was totally shocked nung mrinig ko si duuuude! gurabeee. ngulat dn xa. xmpre dun sa ksma ko. sbe, "bat mo ksma yan!? isusumbong kita!!"

hala. knabahan na daw ako nun. hahaha. joke. aun. andun dn pala si mallows. tapos mea2. mrme ng dumating. haha. xla larap, nen ska bro. haha. eun. tumambay lan kme sa tindahan tapos kumain! haha. si ako nman, loner. hahaha. :D wla lng, tripssss ko lan. kse nman ee. ngttka pden xla qn bkt ko ksma un. un ksama ko. whaha. :p no comment si ako. kase, sarili ko ng problema yon. hahaha. xP

as if! tapos aun. kme nln nla wenen tsaka un ksma ko un ntira kla tham. ngcuwian nden un iba. haha. wele nemen. pero naiinis ako. charr!? di nga? haha. oh well. curious? kse. tuwang tuwa xa sa number na yon. anu ba kse merun dun? ayaw pa nmang sbhin. tsk. mainis pq. haha. joke.

so un, maaga pa kmeng nauwi. wla png 6. i mean, wla png 6 nung umalis kme kila tham. haha. tpos xnmahan ko na xa sa patio para bumili ng favorite nya. nka-5pins nman xa dun. grabe. haha. and honestly, hindi ako nagenjoy sa araw ko naun. maski kasama ko xa? wla eh. wlang moment. hahaha. chos. pero. nagulat at nttawa ako pg naaalala ko un kwento ni lara. about sa dyam. hahaha. XD ambisyosa! lmao.

paguwi ko. black out! bwiset. haha. at nde pren aq maunli. putakte! hahaha. dumalaw nln aq sa deads ko na auntie. ayon. ngbantay. nung mga 9, nagkaron na ng kuryente. mea2. nwla na namn! oh well. pnatikim lan kme. haha. tas eun. past 10, bumalik na. at nde na xa nwala. nkpgblog nq. whaha. =))

last. ndi ko feel ang nlalapit *lol. nlalapit* haha. na new year. ewan ko. siguro kse dhil ndi na tuloi un reunion nmen sa paombong? dun lan mng'tito at tita ko sa mng'auntie ko. aww. anu nman khea ggwin ko sa pgsstart ng new year?! tell me. ndi ako masaya. T.T hmm. tara, luwas tayo? hahaha. xD



ayoko ng mgisip ng ibang bagay.
ayoko nreng isipin un ngyyre sten naun.
pero sabhin mo nga, qng wla akong iisipin..
ano iisipin ko?! bleeeh. xP
*nauuto* haha.



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Y ; Ways to know you are a Filipino.
Written at Monday, December 28, 2009 | back to top

1. You point with your lips
2. You nod upwards to greet someone.
3. You collect items from hotels or restaurants “for souvenir”.
4. You smile for no reason.
5. You flirt by having a foolish grin in your face while raising your eyebrows repeatedly.
6. You go to a department store and try to bargain the prices.
7. You add an unwarranted “H” to your name, i.e. “Jhun,” “Bhoy,” “Rhon.”
8. You put your hands together in front of you as if to make a path and say “excuse, excuse” when you pass in between people or in front of the TV
9. You like everything imported or “state-side.”
10. You Check the labels on clothes to see where it was made before buying.
11. You always offer food to all your visitors.
12. You say “comfort room” instead of “bathroom.”
13. You say “for take out” instead of “to go.”
14. You asked for “Colgate” instead of “toothpaste.”
15. You asked for a “pentel-pen” or a “ball-pen” instead of just “pen.”
16. You order a McDonald’s instead of “hamburger”(pronounced ham-boor-jer)
17. You say “Ha?” instead of “What.”
18. You say “Hoy” to get someone’s attention.
19. You answer when someone yells “Hoy.”
20. You turn around when someone says “Psst!”
21. Your sneeze sounds like “ahh-ching” instead of “ahh-choo.”
22. You prefer to make acronyms for phrases such as “OA” for over acting, or “TNT” for, well, you know.
23. You say “air con” instead of “a/c” or air conditioner.
24. You say “brown-out” instead of “black-out.”
25. You have a portrait of “The Last Supper” hanging in your dining room.
26. You own a Karaoke System.
27. You own a piano that no one ever plays.
28. You own a “barrel man” (you pull up the barrel and you see something that looks familiar. schwing…)
29. You refer to your VCR as a “beytamax
30. You have a giant wooden fork and spoon hanging somewhere in the dining room
31. Your car has too many “burloloys” like a Jipneys back in P.I.
32. You hang a Rosary on your car’s rear view mirror.
33. You order a “soft drink” instead of a “soda.”
34. You refer to seasonings and all other forms of monosodium glutimate as “Ajinomoto”
35. This you ‘ll agree 100% … Goldilocks” means more to you than just a character in a fairytale.


.. agree! so true. whaha. =)) got this from ANGELA's Tumblr. ;)


okay. andami ng may tumblr. hindi pa rin ako gumagawa. haha. wala lang. naka-imbak na nga sa folder ko yung mga irereblog ko eh. kamusta naman yon?! ekk. basta. pag bumili na si mame ng router tapos nagka-internet na yung laptop ko, ayun. gagawa na ko. :)



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Y ; here we go again. :">
Written at Saturday, December 26, 2009 | back to top



HERE WE GO AGAiN
by Demi Lovato


I throw all of your stuff away.
I'm gonna clear you out of my head.
I tear you out of my heart.
And ignore all your messages.

I tell everyone we got through.
'cause I'm so much better without you.
But it's just another pretty lie
'cause I break down
Every time you come around.
Oh oh Oh oh


SO HOW DiD YOU GET HERE UNDER MY SKiN?
i SWORE THAT i'D NEVER LET YOU BACK iN.
SHOULD HAVE KNOWN BETTER iN TRYiNG TO LET YOU GO
'CAUSE HERE WE GO, GO, GO AGAiN.

HARD AS i TRY i KNOW i CAN'T QUiT.
SOMETHiNG ABOUT YOU iS SO ADDiCTiVE.
WE'RE FALLiNG TOGETHER.
YOU THiNK THAT BY NOW i'D KNOW
'CAUSE HERE WE GO, GO, GO AGAiN.

You never know what you want.
And you never say what you mean.
But I start to go insane
every time that you look at me.

You only hear half of what I say.
And you're always showing up too late.
And I know that I should say goodbye but it's no use.
Can't be with or without you.
Oh oh Oh oh.


NOTE > strikethrough, bold: tamaan, sapul! XD
normal text: hindi masyadong sapul / totoo. hahaha. :))


.. okay. hindi sira ang computer mo, background music ko na din to dito sa blog. whaha. :p naman yan oh. sapul na sapul. dati catch me. akala ko pa naman malalaglag. hindi naman pala? nag'fade? aww. haha! oshet. Ö



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Y ; birthmonth. ^^,
Written at Thursday, December 24, 2009 | back to top

APRiL = PiMP wth?

- APRiL means that you are really good looking. really?:D
- Stubborn and hard-hearted. malambot ang puso ko nu!:P
- Strong-willed and highly motivated.
- Sharp thoughts.
- Easily angered. pikon!:))
- Attracts others and loves attention. hindi sigurado sa attracts others whaha.
- Deep feelings.
- Beautiful physically and mentally. pakapalan na ng mukha!:PP
- Firm Standpoint.
- Needs no motivation. huh? akala ko ba highly motivated? whaha.XD
- Shy towards opposite sex. na-ah. i'm into boys kaya! haha.Ö
- Easily consoled. chocolates lang pwede na. haha.
- Systematic (left brain). i'm not that organized though.xD
- Loves to dream. minsan lang. kasi everytime i dream, hindi natutupad ung iba.:|
- Strong Clairvoyance. my sixth sense isn't working! haha.:))
- Understanding.
- Everyone loves to be around you. i'm not sure?:D
- You always attract attention. ehem. hindi sigurado diba. kaya italized.:P
- You are definitely the sexiest and good looking of them all. bwhaha!>:))
- You know how to get what you want.
- Sickness usually in the ear and neck. madalang sa neck.:D
- Good imagination. i'm lack of it. ching!:))
- Good physical. hahaha. nagj-joke!
- Weak breathing.
- Loves literature and the arts. konti lang sa arts. haha. hindi pa ganu.:P
- Loves traveling. basta ba may pera we? go!
- Dislike being at home. lakwatsa mode.:D
- Restless. bleeh. haha.
- Having many children. duh!? i'm still young!
- Hardworking. hahaha. kalahati.xD
- High spirited. yow! energy! LOL.

- If you repost this in the next 5minutes, you will become close to someone you do not speak too much in the next 4 days.


--- credits to NiCOLE's blog. :))



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Y ; sira na naman. :(
Written at Sunday, December 20, 2009 | back to top

awsh. grabe. haha. just like yesterday, boring ang araw ko. haha. pero nung dumating na naman yung oras na 4pm. ayon. haha. =))

nanunuod kasi ko nun ng dear friend. yon naman eh. haha. tas nagtext. gamit yung ym. pinagoOL ako ng loko. nawala na naman kasi yung cellphone. tsk. haha. ehde si online naman ako. hehe. gulat pa nga ako e. OL din yung isa. whew. haha. buti na lang hindi ako piniem. ehde ayun. nagulat na naman ako niyayaya na naman ako nung kachat ko. haha. grabe naman to. kung kailan talaga malapit ng maggabi we. hehe. ehde si panik naman ako. nasamin kasi yung pinsan ko nun ee. gusto gumamit ng internet. haha. ohkayyy. automatic. kumuha na ko ng damit pang-alis. nagbihis. haha. nahihiya pa kong lumabas ng CR. makikita ko ng mommy ko. sabi tuloy, "oh san ka na naman lalayas?" hahahaha. =)))

tas ayun, binigyan na ko ng pera. grabe, wala pa sa kalahati ng baon ko. kamusta naman yon. whaha. ehde ayon nga, umalis na ko. hehe. nagulat pa ko aakyat pa lang ako ng mall eh. hehe. tas ayun. lumipat na kami sa isa pang mall. dapat nga mini stop ulit eh. kasu nakita ko si bryan. lagot! whaha. ehde lumihis. aakyat kami. si *kambal naman nakita ko. haha. shocks! pag-akyat naman dun sa mga may silya we. yung classmate ni ano yung nakita ko. hahaha. grabe we. at grabe lalo. maya-maya si ano naman yung nakita ko. yung first year. shocks! dedo kami ng kasama ko neto. haha. nagsusulputan eh mga tiga-smah. linggo kasi. whaha. grabe naman. ehde ayun. umalis na kami dun. mercury na. bumili ng pagkain. haha. paglabas namin ee. may nangangaroling. ako naman si madaling madali sa paglalakad. sinusundan kasi kami. haha. nung tatawid na kami, nag'hello lang yung kasama ko we. umalis na yung mga sumusunod. hahaha. ganun lang pala we.

ehde ayun. nagulat na naman si tham nung nagpunta kami sa kanila. haha. XD ayon. tambay sa kanila. dun sa labas. tapos maya-maya si vallen at maris naman yung nakakita samin. ehde nagulat din sila. hahaha. bakit daw iyon yung kasama ko? haha. XD ehde si vallen nilapitan yung kasama ko. seryoso yung kasama ko eh. maya-maya nagsalita, wag niyo pagkakalat ah. hahaha. nagulat din ako niyan, seryoso we. haha. ayon. tinatakot pa kami na igGM nila yon. haha. =))

as usual, gabi na naman kami dun kila tham. hehe. masaya naman tumambay eh. masarap namang kausap yung kasama ko, maraming kwento. hehe. tas si tham naman sa loob, nilalaro yung cellphone ko. haha. nung pauwi na kami syempre kinuha ko na yung cellphone ko. shocks! akala ko pinatay niya we. nasira na naman pala. ayaw na naman bumukas. halaaaa. magagaya pa ko sa kasama ko, walang cellphone. yung sa kaniya nga lang, nahulog nung lumuwas sila kahapon. tsk. haha. XD

ayon. muntik na kong mahuli ng pinsan ko. whew. haha. buti na lang nakapagtago agad. whaha. pero ang dami naming nakita ngayon ah? hmm. haha. at ayon nga pala. hindi na porma. yikeeee. haha. :))) mage8 na nung nakauwi ako. haha. parang wala lang. hahaha. pero namimiss ko talaga yung cellphone ko. amf. hehe. :|



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Y ; confession.
Written at Saturday, December 19, 2009 | back to top

pero syempre, i won't totally confess this thing. haha. :))

it's been two days since our christmas party. and finally i'm enjoying? uh. my christmas break. haha. nothing much had happened on our last christmas party. before it we had marian's day. we presented a very Energetic. *lol. dance number. haha. hindi kami talaga handa. sabi nga ni louise, magpraktis daw ba sa mismong araw ng presentation? hahaha. nakipagkulitan din ako kay kenji. hehe. last christmas party. tsk. but i assure you it was really fun and enjoying. we have lots of foods. that ilyn totally wanna puke on the cr. lol. :D there's a band playing at the room of honesty. and us, service had exchanging of gifts. i received a blue dolphin from jeanette. and a brown teddy bear from munch. yiih. haha.

after that we went to gol's place. wala lang. bonding. hehe. ayun na nga. i don't want to kwento the happenings there. i really don't want to. whaha. :p

that night, super unli pa rin ako. so i called someone. yon na! haha. basta siya. we talked about many things again. specially about the girl who have crush or feelings for him? hmm. tas yun. ayoko na magkwento. madudulas ako. haha.

all i want is to count my days spending my christmas vacation. it's 24 days right? from december SEVENTEEN to january 6. whew. ö


my second day of christmas break was yesterday. (kung nagtataka ka, bakit ba? gusto kong isama yung 17 sa christmas break ko we? hahaha. :p) at first it was totally boring because i just spent my day lying on my bed, sleeping and thinking about such things. haha! :D but when 4:30 pm came. whew! nabuhayan ako. hahaha. tuloy kami. yikeeee. haha. ayan. naalala ko tuloy yung blog ni tol. oha. ssh. legal yon. ang sakin lang ang hindi. hahaha. Ö

ayun na nga, nagkita kami. then we went to my friend's house. hmm. hindi ko na lang kaya pangalanan? haha. tas umalis sila ng mama niya kaya pinatuloy muna niya kami dun sa house nila. andun naman yung kapatid niya, watching spongebob squarepants and avatar. nakinuod na rin kami. haha. pero syempre. haha. ayon. bwhaha. =)) i missed his hand. :">

past six na ata nung maisipan naming lisanin ang bahay nila 'hmm. haha! lisanin daw eh nu? haha. ayon. gutom kami. kaya balik kami sa bayan. unfortunately, sarado na yung stores na gusto naming kainan kaya bumagsak ulit kami sa mini stop. whaha. ayun, kumain kami. nagtext na rin yung buong araw na hindi nagtext sakin. haha. tas mga 7, naisipan na rin naming umuwi. yay! hehe.

i don't wanna talk about anymore what happened at night. nakapagusap ulit kami sa phone. but i think it' SO MUCH, a little bit nonsense. psh. ö


~ ayan. makapgupdate lang ng blog. (;



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Y ; hm. :|
Written at Wednesday, December 16, 2009 | back to top

i want to cry. any suggestions? tss. nonsense. XD
sorry my blog isn't updated anymore.
i got a laptop right? there goes my diary for now. ü



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Y ; nth part. ^^
Written at Thursday, December 10, 2009 | back to top

eh? pangilan na nga ba kasi? haha. :))


what i'm talking about is the habulan session namin ni y. haha. lagi na lang. pag exam naghahabulan kami. iikutan yung mga classmate namin sa room na naka-form ng circle yung chair tapos nagrereview sila, kami naman panghilo. whaha. sorry guys! XD i think it all started from the start of our exams. particularly on the first day, every lunch time. lol. eh kasi naman nu. palage na lang akong inaasar. haha. straight body pala wa? epal niya. haha.

so ngayun nga exam na naman. first day. haha. syempre while us, jhallibheibx were busy at the corner reviewing for the last two subjects, physics and fililipino. ayun, si y umepal na naman. he whispered something to emae. ehde ang reaction naman ni emae, "gagu" ehde xmpre ibig sabihin nun mhei snbe xa dun na pngasar sken. ayun. ikutan na naman kami. haha. :DD

tas nagcommercial..

si princess biglang nalaglag sa upuan niya. whaha. :)) so yun, kaming tatlo nagiihit kakatawa. hahaha. grabe, sakit ng tiyan ko nun. halos lahat kami maiyak! =')))))

tapos balik ulit sa paghahabulan. haha. eh lumabas ng room. amf nun, hinabol ko hanggang sa may hagdan. pumasok ba naman sa CR nila. sa cr ng boys. epal talaga. haha. tas nagulat ako may tumutulak sakin papasok dun sa CR. aisusko. si x naman pala. haha. magbestfriends nga naman talaga oh. ayun, naitulak pa rin ako ni x dun sa cr. haha. loooolss. kaya xa naman yung hinabol ko. haha. tindi, napasok din namin yung room namin. tas balik ulit dun sa may hagdan. nak ng. pumasok din sa cr. hindi ko na kaya. hingal na hingal nako. hahaha. tindi nila. phew! =)))))))

nung exam tuloy ang sakit ng ulo ko. burara yung problem solving ko sa p6. haha. buti na lang yes erasures. lol. ü


kahapon nga pala. dumating na yung pinadala ni daddy. wipeeeeee! ehde ayun na yung laptop ko. haha. saya! dami ngang tape eh, ayaw pang pabukas saken. haha. ayun. ganda, internet na lang yun kulang. weeeeee. :))




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Y ; hahaha. :))
Written at Wednesday, December 9, 2009 | back to top

okay. sisimulan ko na ang naging araw ko. haha. :))


sabay na naman daw kaming pumasok. ehde. ayun. nung nagtext siya na nakaalis na siya sa kanila, katatapos ko lang na namang maligo nun. hahaha. tapos nung nasa bayan na daw siya. eh ayun, kakasakay ko lang naman ng tricycle. lol. parang kahapon. haha. pero late ako ngayon. este, kami. hahaha. :D traffic eh. ako pa sisihin niya. ;p

ayun nga. pinatago niya muna sakin yung cellphone niya kasi nga nakita daw siya ni mama mhel dun sa convi. habang hinihintay ako. hahaha. oh ano? ako na naman ba may kasalanan? HAHAHA. syempre. may iba akong cellphone na hawak. ehde ano pa nga ba gagawin ko? WHAHAHA. >:)) amp. bad ba? well. tiningnan ko lang naman ee. at may nakita naman ako. pero. hmm. bakit ganon? wala akong masyadong nafeel na. hmm. selos? haha! eh kasi. ginawa ko din yun kagabi? whaha. ere na naman. hmm. bad ba ko? haha. hindi rin. saglit lang naman akong nakipagtext kay x e. HAHA. ö binati ko lang siya. yun lang yon. haha. pero hindi ko siyempre katext si ano nun. kasi nagpaalam ako na magreresearch ako ng assignment. HMMMMM. watcha think? baaaad? haha!

tapos. fast forward na. haha. nung recess. inutusan kami ng isang teacher na tawagin yung president ng class niya. ehde tinawag na namin ni ilyn kasi kakilala na namin yun. ganito yon:

ako: ikaw! (natingin na kasi siya sakin nun. haha!)
girl: why?
ako: tawag ka ni sir.
girl: where?
ako: sa library okhea sa faculty.
girl: whiii.


HAHAHA. nagreact si ilyn. siya nga naman daw si WH lady. tapos one word pa. hahaha. la lang. tawa. =)))

tapos bago pala yon. nung sa canteen. konti lang yung tao. pero andun yung ibang third year. andun si anu. *dots. lol. codename. haha. ehde papasok na kami nung pinto. eh andun sila. nagstep forward ba naman si dots tapos sinayawan si ilyn. HAHAHA! to make it clear. sumayaw tapos kumanta siya ng "everybody dance now!" hahaha. :)))) nakita ni ate. ehde ayun, tawa siya ng tawa. tapos nasa likod niya si sis. narinig daw ni ilyn na kinakanta naman ni sis. yung kinanta ni dots. HAHAHA. anu ba naman yung mga tao ngayon. ang amp. haha. XD


nagmodeling na kame sa mapeh. ching. :)) i mean, pinakita pa lang namin yung design namin sa crepe paper tapos next year na kame rarampage. amp naman. mapapanuod pa kame ng loyalty tsaka purity. kasi naman ee. haha.

dumating na rin yung sketch namin nun sa mapeh. grabe. nagiihit kami sa tawa dahil sa mga sketch namin saming mga itsura. HAHAHAH. lalu na yung kay joanna. lols.


nagquiz naman kami sa ap. yung kay anzel na gawa yung sinagutan ko. ayos lang naman. yun nga lang, hindi pa kasi ako nagrereview kaya hindi ko pa alam yung isasagot ko. eh tapos eto naman si y. problemadong problemado sa sinasagutan niya. panu ang daming isosolve! iaaadd na nga lang ee, ang lalaki pa ng value na given. whaha. pero mas lalo naman akong natawa nung nalaman ko na kay *voldemort. lol. codename again. ekk. dati kong codename sa kaniya nung 1st yr. kami. haha. si voldemort kasi ay naging gf ni y. kaya ayun. hahaha. tawa ako ng tawa. karma ba tawag don? haha. XD

tapos eto pa pala. nagtour yung mga tiga-ibang school samin. yung sa boy-girl. nakita ko naman si bubblegum ko. yung first love ni y nung bata pa siya. whahaha. grabe talaga. sabi ko pa nga ee, kunwari hindi pa kayo magkakilala. haha.

and then last. nagbasa ako ng unread messages nung uwian. eh etong si y. lumapit naman sakin, sakto na binabasa ko yung gm ni sissypot ko naman. ka-name niya yung x ni y nung grade 6. akala nga niya siya yun ee. napansin lang niya yung second name. haha. pahiya ba? whaha. :))


oops! last na talaga, pramis. haha. wala lang. habang papunta kami sa bleacher, kasabay ko si jhem tsaka si y. medyo nasa likod ko nun si y pero medyo malayo naman. haha. nagulat ako nakasalubong namin si present ni y. hahaha. nagselos daw? panu inasar nung kasama niya, sabi daw eh. binabalikan daw ni y yung x nia. which is ako. hahaha! :)))


tawa pa. anu pa ba? haha. nung uwian nakita ko na kay munch na yung puso ko. LOOOOOOLLLLL. hahaha! gusto pala. i mean, yung palawit ko sa gtec na puso na sakaniya na. lintek, pasapasahan. napunta kay pipes tapos kay bhez. whew. ayon. nasakay munch na nga ngayon. haha. tapos, ala na. ala na ata akong kwento. haha. habol ko na lang kung meron pa. haha! gusto pala eh ang haba na. XD amf.


to end this, limme tell you that. *lols* hindi na ko magpapakurot sa pisngi. ever! shet. haha. apakasakit nung kurot sakin ni bhez. tsssssss. ö



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Y ; wooooot. =)))
Written at Monday, December 7, 2009 | back to top

monday! ang pinakahihintay ko. haha. :D nakakailang naman, nauna siyang pumasok sakin. haha. iyon. nagflag ceremony pa.

sinabi na yung top. top 21 nga pala ko. ayiii. haha. taas oh. 7 pts. hihi. from 28. :)

tapos nun si ilyn. ehem. special mention. hahaha. akala nung nasa cashier scholar siya. napagkamalang siya yung pinsan niya. lol. :))

sa computer naman naglagay na kami ng code. umulit pa kami. haha. hindi tuloy natapos.

sa CL christmas card naman yung ginawa namin. weee. haha. hindi ko pa alam kung sino pagbibigyan ko. tapos 75 lang ako. dun sa mass. amf. haha. hindi ako nakapagsimba e. puyat. hahaha.

hindi ako bumaba nung recess. anu baaa. nagtitipid ako nu. haha. ;p

tas nagdiscuss nung english, hindi naman ako nakinig. whaha. baaaad. suffixes lang naman ee. lol. LANG daw oh. haha.

nagcheck naman kami ng quiz sa math. hindi ko naman nalaman yung score ko eh. hindi umamin yung nagcheck. lol. haha. joke. hindi sinabi sakin ee. epal lang nun. haha! joke ulit. tapos chineckan din namin yung sa purity. sakin kagad binigay yung kay ano. haha. hindi ko naman chineckan eh. anu chechekan ku dun? ala namang sagot. hahaha. :)) tapos 79 nga pala ko sa exam. HAHAHAH. saya. toinks! ö

hindi rin ako naglunch. yikeeee. tipid talaga we. haha. XD

tas nagtest I na kami sa mapeh. yung sa volleyball ulit. gara. bagsak pa rin ako. haha. sayang namali pa ko ng isa. ehde nakapasa pa sana ko. lol. haha. kalito naman kasi ee. dictation lang tas ang bilis pa ni mama mel. tsk. siya talaga eh. haha. :))

sa filipino, ayun. nagdiscuss si mama liza. asa ka namang nakinig ako? HAHA! joke. nakikinig naman ako. yun nga lang, naglelecture ako. haha.

tas AP ayun, nagdiscuss si mme. kahit yung ibang boys eh choir.

at sa wakas. nagPYSiCS na kami! weeeeee. after such a very, very, long time. haha. ayun. ganado tuloy akong matuto. nakasunod ako sa flow ng discussion kahit ang bilis bilis niya! hahaha. :)) syempre, naintindihan ko yung lesson. haha. CONGRATULATiONS! =)))

cleaner ako. amf pa. haha. XD ehde nilinis ko na lang yung blackboard. eh si cj umepal. may isusulat daw siya. susko, nalinis ko na yung board ee. ehde nasigawan ko tuloy. hindi ko naman namalayan, nasa gilid ko pala si arliza. hahaha! ehde ayun, nabingi siya sakin. whahaha. grabe talaga ko. XD tas nun manghihingi ako kay cj ng alcohol. eh palabas na siya. medyo hinabol ko. medyo lang naman. sa pintuan lang kami umabot e. haha. nagulat ako nakita ko si ano sa labas. haha. ginagawa niya dun? ö

tas yun, uuwi na sana kami. gutom na eh. haha. eh kaso kinausap pa ko ni ano. haha. nauna na sa baba yung mga kasama ko.


moment of truth. natameme ako. amf! HAHAHA. pramis, nakakainis, wala akong masabi sa kaniya. haha. ehh. basta yun, ayos na. haha. back to normal na sana. :>



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Y ; aaaahhhh! :|
Written at Saturday, December 5, 2009 | back to top

pakshet.! hahaha. watta introduction naman. hahaha. XD buseeeeeeet!
tanong nga naman ni mamapot'erin, HANGGANG KELAN TO?! :(


aaaaaaarrrrrggggghhhh! three days na kong di nagtetext sa kaniya. :|


1st night messages: *hindi pa niya alam na wala talaga kong balak magreply kaya makulet.

` .mamamunch txt ka naman, misx na qta
` .:c
` .haixt ge 2l0g na ko, gudnyt mamamunch haixt, kung gcng kpa, eh wla lang haha. Ge d ka man lng ngtxt haixt. Ge gudnyt let, :c
` .haixt d aq mk2l0g, haha dpat pla hnd nlng aq ngunli, hndi naman pla qta mkktxt haixt ge gudnyt ult

2nd night:

` .d qna ba tlga mgttxt

3rd night: *kanina lang, unexpected. kala ko hindi talaga magtetext eh.

` .gudnyt munch, :c


haii nako! kung alam mo lang. goodnight din sayo! amf. :(
miss na miss na miss na miss na kita! ang hirap naman netong ginagawa ko oh. :|
ou na. siya na nga yung nasa dulo ng gm ko kanina. wag na kasi manghula. haha!


.. imysmadms. :((



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Y ; new blogskin, finally. :)
Written at Friday, December 4, 2009 | back to top

oyea. para maiba naman. ayos lang naman ba? syempre para sakin, OO. haha. :DD
wala akong magawa eh. ahde ayan, resulta ng boredom. uhm. kasipagan? woot. lol.


hmm. nothing much to tell. it's just that my second time of chuva is today. lmao. but still, i was able to manage it. *say what?!* haha!



uy! nga pala, nagulat ako kanina. buset. kala ko hindi papasok eh. feeling ko naman! hahaha. XD eh kasi naman. nakakatawa na nakakakunsensya mga text niya kagabi. hayy grabe. nakayanan ko yun. galing! haha. XD

oh eun nga. dahil medyo late ako. nagsstart na yung prayer habang naglalakad ako sa corridor. buti na lang hindi pa sila pumipila dun. haha. korni naman kasi. sikip2 sa corridor eh. haha. XD ayun, nasa may pinto siya. so kunwari deadma ako. sa iba ako nakatingin. haha. eh lumabas si bhez. yung nagturo sakin na maging "coy" *yiih. new word. haha!* at nagutos na wag kong replyan si ano kagabi. hahaha.

ehde nginitian ko si bhez nung nakasalubong ko siya. dahil nga sa pinayo niya kagabi. tas ere namang si ano. haha. dakmalin daw ba yung mukha ko?! lol. watta. haha. tas tinanong ako, "bat di ka nagtetext kagabi?" so si ako, ang sagot. "..." wala. da heck. nginitian ko na lang din siya nun. hahaha. :P

ewan ko dun, buset. nung nakasalubong ko na naman siya ganun ulit yung ginawa. eh masakit na. as in buong mukha ko na yun. hahaha. sinagot ko na, "araaay! putek, kala mo hindi masakit ah!" hinampas ko lang siya nun. tas siya naman, ayon. tawa. gusto pala! hahaha. XD


amf siya. tas ngayon gumaganti?! hindi nagtetext?! ABAAAA. kala niya wa. gantihan pala wa? GAYA-GAYA! matitiis ulit kita nuh. kala mo saken?! HAHA. =)))))))


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` HAHAHA. natawa naman ako, sakto pagkaview ng post ko na re wi, nagMISSCALL! hahahaha. akala ko lang pala yon. panalo pa rin ako sa kaniya eh. hindi pa rin niya ko matiis! HUH! may nalalaman pa siyang hindi pagtetext wa? magmimisscall din pala. LOOOOOOL. :))))



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Y ; hay'december.:|
Written at Thursday, December 3, 2009 | back to top

bet my whole december's going to be miserable.


HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
AAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY.
^ isang mahabang hay para sa buong buwan. TSK. :|


December 1. problemadong problemado ko, umaga pa lang. nalaman kong december 13 din ang exam sa bsu. same sa pup. tsk. saan ba talaga ko mag-aaral?! hindi ko pa din naaayos yun sa pup ku. hindi pa bayad, wala pa kong test permit, at lalong hindi pa ko nakakapunta don. HAY.

December 2. modeling ang periodical exam namin sa mapeh. so gumawa na kami ng design sa crepe paper na imomodel namin. while busy working on it sa may hagdan papuntang auditorium, Daniel became careless and he got spill Maris's water on my uniform. and the worst, on my work. TSK. hindi na nga maganda yung ginagawa ko eh. good thing tubig lang talaga yung tumapon sa palda ko. nako, kung may kasama yung zonrox? patay na! HAY.

December 3. i've decided, hindi na ko magaaral sa pup. natiklop ko na yung voucher ko. :| at eto na. bakit hindi siya marunong um-appreciate? ilang beses na rin akong nakakatawag sa kaniya, twice kagabi. then i treated him lunch. but still. what happens? NOTHING. he's not doing anything. yea. i know. i can also feel it. he's taking me for granted. you think? HAY.


do you need me because you love me? or do you JUST love me because you need me? :(



bigla na lang nagbago. ayawan na ba? SAKiT. kung hindi ba naman ako nadulas. kung hindi ko kagad sinabi yun. KUNG. nako naman. masyado kong nagmadali anu? hindi pa naman nakaka-4 months. hindi ko nasunod yung sinabi ng utak ko, hintayin ko muna na matapos yung birthday niya. ayan. iba na tuloy. nakakamiss yung dating siya. yung madalas magtext sa umaga ng goodmorning sakin, kaen ako ng bfast tapos ingat pagpasok. may mwa pa. tapos sa hapon/gabi pagkauwi, magtetext ng blank, indication na he wants me to text him. yung halos buong araw kong katext. yung tinetext pa rin ako kahit naglalaro siya ng dota. yung magtetext ng oi pag hindi na ko nagtext or nagreply. yung sinasabihan ako ng pakabusog pag kakain. yung magbubuzz sakin pag offline ako sa ym coz he know that i'm on invisible. HAY. iyon. though he's still that way for SOME, i more like it when it is still the same. ayoko, iba na talaga. nagbago na. hindi ko na alam. please oh, pwede bang ibalik yung dati mo? para maayos na? masakit kung wala tong patutunguhan. naguguluhan ako. sayang ang three months na pagiging ganun. TSK. ako kasi eh. hindi nakapagantay. ikaw naman kasi eh. nabigla ako sayo. :|


enough. maiyak pa ko. haha. kanina tutulo na to eh. ang sakit na ng mata ko. buti na lang naagapan. and i've realized. parang hindi ko na hinahanap ang Chocolate pag may problema ko. para kasing nagiging bitter pa ko pag kumakain nun. nagiging malungkot na ko, wala sa mood, badtrip. ewan ko. nabaliktad. tsk. ngayon? iba ang hinahanap ko. ibang level. basta. yung tinake namin kahapon. hindi ko naman akalain e. i know it's bad, but i'm craving for it right now. :(



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