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Hello Kitty



Y ; O.o .. T.T
Written at Thursday, October 29, 2009 | back to top

for goodness sake! i really can't believe what happened on my dream last night. no single track of him! just him! my previous him. gaaad. why does he need to be there? i didn't even bother to think of him before i sleep. well, just a bit because of what i had seen on his shoutout. but most of my mind is only focusing on one person. and that's the present. yea. my mind. my heart? well. i really don't know yet. ö


but whyyy!??? nakaka'iyak naman oh. tsk. in my dream, i was the one leaving. and not him. but in reality, he should be the one. leaving the country. arrrggg! i really dunno what to say right now. all i want is to let this go. am i really over him???? amf. i guess not really. i still love him. well. as they say. love doesn't fade away. it leaves your heart even just a single track of it. a heartache. pain. memories. no matter how much you deny it. oh, shut up myself! i really can't take this. :|


T.T back to my dream. as i said, i was the one leaving. i dunno what's happening back there. but there's a scene that i've forgot my jacket and i have to go back and get it. it's really weird. we're in school and i'm with my mom. after i got my jacket, i hurriedly went were he was which is on the garden set. rushing to him while putting my jacket on. tsk. and when i reached his place. i stood there for a moment. waiting for him to do something. after some glance, he also stood up. and there we hugged each other. arrrrggg! this is the scene where my tears really want to come down. oh, please stop! my heart is pumping really hard. beating so fast that the cold weather is also baring with me. tsk.


we hugged for a moment. and there i left. i opened my eyes. and thought of it was just a dream. a sign that i must really let go of him. right? but how? please help me...


i really can't take this anymore. i want someone. someone new. whom i really WANT. :(



moving on is really hard and so painful to do..



YYY




Y ; if this isn't love ..
Written at Wednesday, October 28, 2009 | back to top

from Wikipedia:

Infatuation is the state of being completely carried away by unreasoned passion or love; addictive love. Usually, one is inspired with an intense but short-lived passion or admiration for someone.

Infatuation is a common emotion characterized by unrealistic expectations of blissful passion without positive relationship growth or development. Infatuation is distinguished by a lack of trust, loyalty, commitment, and reciprocity. In the case of infatuation, there is more often than not an obsessor and an object of desire, who may or may not be attainable.

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from selfcreation.com ..

There are some feelings we have when infatuated that we don’t have when we’re feeling love. Some of the “symptoms” of infatuation are; feelings of panic, uncertainty, overpowering lust, feverish excitement, impatience, and/or jealously.

When infatuated, we are thrilled, but not happy, wanting to trust, yet suspicious. There are lingering, nagging doubts about our “partner in infatuation” and their love for us. We’re miserable when they’re away, almost like we’re not complete unless we’re with them. It’s a rush and it’s intense. It’s difficult to concentrate.

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Infatuation, the first stage of love. But that's what it really is, just a stage, which either evolves into love or more oftenly, fades away. We often mistake it to be true love, but as time passes; we realize that it was not as complete. Its just a temperary feeling which decieves you to be in love when actually you're not.

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para saken? amputek! naguguluhan ako. hahaha. :D ang hirap naman magsalita eh. nakakatakot ding malaman nila. NiYA. ay sos. haha. pero at least may clue ka na, diba? lol. :)) ayan na yun. hindi ko na kailangan magsabi pa ng kung ano ano. basta. ayan na!

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If This Isn't Love
Jennifer Hudson

I’m calling his phone up
Just to tell him how much
I really love him ‘cause
His everything I want
He listens to me, he cares for me
So I truly believe

God sent me an angel
Up from above
That’s gonna love me for life
Might as well be perfect only because
It’s the only way I can describe, so

It this isn’t love, tell me what it is
‘Cause I could be dreaming or just plain crazy
It this isn’t love, tell me what it is
‘Cause I never felt like this baby
If this isn’t love

L-O-V-E, what is in me
L-O-V-E, oh if this isn’t love
L-O-V-E, what is in me
L-O-V-E, oh if this isn’t love

I’m selfish ‘cause I don’t
Wanna share him with nobody
Not even knows
People that came before me
But see, I never believed

God would send me an angel
Up from above
That’s gonna love me for life
Might as well be perfect only because
It’s the only way I can describe, so

It this isn’t love, tell me what it is
‘Cause I could be dreaming or just plain crazy
It this isn’t love, tell me what it is
‘Cause I never felt like this baby
If this isn’t love

L-O-V-E, what is in me
L-O-V-E, oh if this isn’t love
L-O-V-E, what is in me
L-O-V-E, oh

So if you got real love
Lemme see you put your hands up
See you put your hands up
The kind of love that fits quite like a drug
Lemme see you put your hands up
See you put your hands up
If this isn’t love
‘Cause I know I ain’t crazy
I know I ain’t tripping
I know I ain’t slipping
I know that is love
You see me with my hands up
If you think I’m dreaming
I know I ain’t dreaming
‘Cause this is the reason I love him because
If this isn’t love

It this isn’t love, tell me what it is
‘Cause I could be dreaming or just plain crazy
It this isn’t love, tell me what it is
‘Cause I never felt like this baby

L-O-V-E, what is in me
L-O-V-E, oh if this isn’t love
L-O-V-E, what is in me
L-O-V-E, oh if this isn’t love

Love, L-O-V-E
Love, L-O-V-E



YYY




Y ; saturday class.
Written at Sunday, October 25, 2009 | back to top

nagbawi tuloy kami. amf. umagang-umaga. siya agad nakita ko sa gate. kamusta naman yon? whaha. :)) tapos nagka'flag ceremony pa. ayon. friday schedule kami.

so busy people daw ang service ngayon sa paggawa ng mga requirements. lol. pero nakakuha pa kami ng time para magpicture'picture. haha. :D

* si klod tsaka si maris may ginagawa sa likod. hahaha. xD *

* hindi ako maliit dyan. nagpaliit lan. imposibleng mataasan ako ni princess. hahaha. :)) *

before kami magrecess ni gol. haha. tinawag ko muna si kim sa room nila. ayon. nabigay ko na yung gift ko. na medyo nanginginig effect pa ko niyan. lmao. nag'thank you naman siya sa 'kin. *dapat lang noh!* haha. "salamat." daw. with matching pag'tickle pa sa'kin nun. amf.

tas nung kami namang jhallibheibx yung bumaba at nagrecess. haha. xD nakita namin ulit siya. tinanong nung gurls kung nasaan yung bracelet. hindi pala suot. haha. nakalagay dun sa wallet. binabawi nga eh. tas ako daw yung magsusuot. haha.

and then naglibrary naman kami. epal pa ni sir jeff eh pinaghihiwalay sa isang table yung magka'kaklase. kaya ayun. kami ni muffin nahiwalay kila fredong. haha. xD dun tuloy kila ray john sa may likod kami naupo. haha. nahiya pa nga akong tabihan nun si cha we. panu. may free chair nga sa gitna pero yung katabi nun, hindi. nakaupo dun si kim kaya tinanong ko muna siya, "pwede bang umupo?" haha. nahiya pa weh. ayun. pwede naman daw. haha. :)) naningin lang naman kami ng guiness record books nun. ayun.

nagcheck si mme. jolly nung pledge namin tas bigla na lang may pumasok sa room at sumigaw ng, "hoy, may CAT daw!" amf yan. buwisit. sabado ngayon ah? ou nga, schedule B. may CAT dapat. pero diba dapat may club din? LOL. gusto ko pala. haha. joke lang. that's not what i mean. hindi ba nila kami bibigyan ng time para magreview? time is gold kaya! gagawa pa kami ng project sa physics! amf. ayun, no choice. andyan na si sir veo. asar. buwisit ko lang nun. di ko napigilan. haha. nauuhaw ako we. may bantay na daw sa baba. bawal na. umupo na lang ako dun sa may pinto ng fire exit. at ayun na nga. tumulo na luha ko. amf yan, bakit nga ba? hahaha. :D

sa audi. habang dumadakdak si sir veo. ayun. nakita ko si kim. beh. nabighani ba sa bago niyang bracelet? whaha. wala lang. napansin ko lang na tinititigan niya tsaka parang ineexamine ba? lol.

ayon. nung uwian tuloy bumili ako ng kalinga ko. rocky road sundae ng jollibee. yumm. haha. tapos bumili kami ng copper wire ni tham. sa kanila naman. nag'change outfit na ko tapos nanuod na ng aliens in the attic. weeee. haha. :)) kasu nga lang. ayon. gagawa na kaming project sa p6.

buti na lang nakasabay ko pagpuntang school sina ilyn and princess. para makapunta ko sa bahay nila klod. kaso pinapabili naman ako ng battery holder. ayaw naman akong samahan nung dalawang girls! tsk. ayon. pagpunta ko sa bahay, andon na sila jewelle at jhem. oh. sabi ko nga. andun din sila kim, awoo tsaka faye. haha. :))

ayon. gawa gawa lang sila. ako yung tgapicxur. haha.


tapos nung mga 5, umuwi na sina jhem at jewelle. kasu pinapabili pa ko ng wire ni klod. amf yun. ayaw naman akong samahan ni awoo kasi nasamahan na niya ko nung bumili kong battery. grabe. naiinis na si klod nun. whaha. kaya ayun. si kim na sumama sakin. tawa pa ng tawa paglabas. ngayon lang daw niya nakitang ganun kainis si klod. hahaha. :))

tapos yon. haha. habang ginagawa ni klod yung project. kami namang apat. (vj, kim at awoo) eh busy sa computer. whaha. wala lang. :)) nung mga 6, umuwi na rin kami. haha. buti na lang hinatid pa ko nung dalawa kila tham. andun kasi yung gamit ko eh. haha. :D

pero nilibre ko naman nun si awoo ng drinks sa marias. si kim? haha. xD hindi naman siya kumuha eh. pero parang naawa naman ako sa kaniya nun. kami ni awoo masaya habang magkasabay naglalakad. tapos siya nasa likod lang emo. joke. nagssoundtrip. haha. medyo hinintay ko pa silang magkaron ng masasakyan. pero wala pa rin eh. kaya sila na mismo naghanap. ayun, nauwi na ko.

paguwi ko. good thing! sinuswerte talaga ako. every time na ginagabi kong mauuwi. at hindi pa rin ako tinetext or hinahanap ng mommy ko. wala. wala pa pala mommy ko. which means, naunahan ko pa siyang umuwi! lol. haha. sa kaniya talaga ko nagmana. hahaha. :D

buwisit naman yung globe eh. laging may topak. nakakapikon. may binalita sa kin si darwin eh. may nagkakalat daw na kami!? duh?! haha. tapos yung ex naman niya na si rona, pinapasahan ako ng gm. gamit kasi niya yung dating sim ni darwin. haha. eh nakasave pa sakin. eun lang. lol. :)) yung nagkakalat ng chsmax? a***n. lalake. 2nd yr. ata? hmm. Ö



YYY




Y ; ang kaarawan. BOOW. :))
Written at Thursday, October 22, 2009 | back to top

at dumating na nga ang kaniyang kaarawan. sinunod ko ang payo sa ramdam kita ni ganda. binati ko siya ng alas-dose ng madaling araw. 12:04 to be specific. HAHAHAHA. bakit ba? walang pakelamanan! naglelecture pa 'ko nun eh. tsaka nakikinig ng isang kanta. sabi ko tetext ko na lang siya pagkatapos ng kanta. ehde ayun, ganung oras natapos. blee. :P

at ang message ko? simple lang. isang tumataginting na ..

happy birthday tsok'nut. =)]

hahaha. :D say mo? ganda ng message ko nuh, nakakatats! T.T BWHAHA. sus, bat pa naman ako mag'eeffort habaan yung text ko kung hindi naman siya magrereply diba? :P

ayan. pumasok na ko ng skul. di 'ko naman pinakelaman na birthday niya. expect ko na hindi siya papasok eh. sabi kasi ng bestfriend niya andun pa din daw siya sa munti, nakakulong nga diba? WHAHA. *tawa pa rin ako* joke! XD eh aun. biglang SUMiGAW si jhem. pumasok daw. juskupo. pakelam ko kaku? hahaha. bitter eh? ayun. nung nadaan lang ako sa may pinto tsaka ko nakita. nakoo. pumasok nga! haha. :))

nung recess time, bababa na kami ni krizzie tapos nandun siya sa may pinto ng room nila. ahde nakita kame. beh' pangunahan daw ba ko? REGALO daw niya? so. ang sabi ko, "ha? eh. haha. HAPPY BiRTHDAY!" at dire-diretso na kami sa paglalakad. hahaha.

sa canteen. nagpapahaba ng buhay ang service. haha. i mean, puro Pancit ang kinain nila for recess. hehe. ehde andun kami sa mga table. woot. napatayo ako bigla ng kaklase ko. hindi naman daw kasi ko kumakain. haha. ehde pinagbigyan ko na. aalis na kami ni krizzie nun. deh. yun, susundan ko na siya. pero dahil sa buraot ako, humingi muna ko kay renen ng combi. hahaha. :D ayon. nakakuha na ko. yumm! pagtalikod ko. *sana* nabangga ako! awts! whaha. joke. hindi naman masakit eh. hehe. pagtingin ko, abeh! si birthday boy pala. si kim. aroy. haha. :D okay, wapakels. si renen lang ang pumansin. sabi, "nagkabungguan oh. sayang dipa nagkahigaan." HAHA. ang adik niya. buset. pero lam mo, feel ko sinadya ni kim yon. HAHAHA. ang kapal ko daw eh nu? :P

ayon. back to normal sa klase. hindi na ko magkkwento. :P



kinabukasan naman. i mean, ngayon pala to. LOL. sunod-sunod yung observations namin kay sister. AP tapos MAPEH. ayun. buti may recess kami. di tulad last time na pinagsunod'sunod yung tatlong subject. wala man lang break sa observation. amf. haha. ayun. dumayo na kami sa canteen. kami lang ang tao. ayaw pa tuloy kaming pagbilan ng mga tindera sa canteen. wooh. epal nila! haha. xD ayon. tambay ulit sa may table. tas nakita ko siya. aroy, belated. hahaha. naglalakad'lakad, may dalang plastik. plastik ng jollibee. yummm! haha. pinamimigay siguro sa teacher. blow'out niya? hmp. buti pa'y mga teacher, merun! x| haha! :D

ayon. tapos nung lunch naman. after ng observation sa math, lumabas na kami ng room. kasu naabutan ng angelus so pause muna. eh nasa labas na rin si kim nun. ayon. nilapitan ako. haha. binati ko na naman siya, "belated. hahaha." tas kinulit na naman ako sa regalo niya. wooh.


ayan. napagisip tuloy ako ng malalim dito. reregaluhan ko pa ba?? eh kasi naman noh. hindi ko naman talaga balak eh. kaya nga wala akong gift sa kaniya nung mismung birthday niya diba? haha. :D pero naisip ko, LAST na. graduating na kami. tapos lilipad pa siya next year. okay, dun na nga siya sa Dubai. amf. Ö at biglang nag-strike sa isip kong iregalo na lang sa kaniya yung bracelet. at least, madadala pa niya yung kahit saan. kesa naman sa unan, diba? haha.

ehde nagsurvey naman ako sa classmates kong boys na nagsusuot ng bracelet. ang amf eh. muntik na kong mahimatay nung sinabi ni bryan sa kin kung magkano yung kaniya. P600 daw! whew. haha. grabe. nagdalawang isip naman daw ako. tapos tinanong ko naman si renen. ayooon. kinalahati naman niya, P300. phew! mataas pa rin. ano baaa. wala nga akong pera eh. naubos na. :( haha. xD

problemado tuloy ako ng hapon. tinanong ko si bestfriend niya, reregaluhan ko ba? weinks. oo daw. tsk. haha. sabi pa nga niya eh. regaluhan ko na lang daw ng kiss, matutuwa pa yon. haha. sabi ko naman. bakit, madadala ba niya yun dun, sa dubai? haha. kaya ayun. ere na. kinulit ko na'y mga kaklase ko. pwede pautang? hahaha. joke. grabe. hindi ko alam gagawin ko. ayun tuloy. napatipid ako ng di oras. hindi ako bumibili sa canteeen! waaaah! :(( haha.

ayy. bahala na. 170 pa lang pera ko eh? haha. sabi naman ni princess papautangin daw niya ko, 100. yipee! haha. si krizzie? uhm. pagdating pa daw ng kuya niya dadating yung allowance niya eh. eh. si ilyn? ay. ewan. haha. hindi ko pa nakakausap tungkol dito. whaha. ! :))







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Y ; categories.
Written at Tuesday, October 20, 2009 | back to top

category: SCHOOL.

may flag ceremony na naman. amf. haha. kaya ayun. pila na naman sa mainit na quadrangle. haha. xD wow. birthday nga pala ni mama mhel naun. ang pinakamamahal naming prefect of discipline. :)) ayon. so happy birthday! nung TLE nagdiscussion lang kami. nothing much. tapos nung CL, nag'activity muna kami sa quadrangle. nakakatuwa. nakakatuya! haha. three groups kami. tapos may isang guy sa group namin yung ipipiring. tapos meron pa ulit na isang guy para mag'guide dun sa nakapiring. while us? our purpose is to simply distract yung nakapiring. lol. :)) effective naman. minalat yung guide naming si karel. haha. tas nagkanda'bangga bangga at untog si andrew kung saan saan. lol. :)) after kung magbayad ng tuition fee nung recess, back to work. busy much ang service. haha. well, isa na rin ako dun. nag'lecture lang naman sa english kasi wala si sir. ayon. yung iba hindi kumukopya, may ibang ginagawa. haha. ganun din naman ako, pero nakapagsulat pa rin in the end. math time, discussion. sirkols. circles, bilog, pie, 1 revolution, coordinates. amf. anu baaa! whaha. xD

lunch time? hindi kami naglunch. nagpalit na kagad kami ng PE. lol. excited eh. haha. ehde ayun, nagpraktis kami. nagpatunog at nagbanat ng buto. in short, nagtumbling. hahaha. joke. xD birthday pa man din ni mama mhel, kaya ayun. grabe warm up namin sa kaniya! haha. tapos sa filipino, discuss lang si mme. hindi ako nakikinig kasi nagrereview ko sa AP. haha! tas pinatawag kami sa guidance. para sa result nung sinagutan naming exam regarding our likes na pwedeng makatulong sa pagkuha namen ng course. hehe. ayun. business chuva yung natapat sakin. uhh. secretary, typist, clerk? HAHAHA. :D anu ba yaaan, nasa ibang part yung as a computer programmer. i forgot eh. basta pangthird lang siya sa nagustuhan ko. pero ang nakakatawa, second highest ko yung sa ARTiSTiC. lol. kamusta naman yun? may talent ako? hahaha. :P tapos nagquiz na kami sa AP. haha. same. "do your best, and let your seatmate to the rest." haha. xD i did my best naman eh. *but I guess my best isn't enough* haha! naka-22 over 30 naman. ^^, tapos physics na. haay. mainam naman at hindi nagdiscuss. amf. haha. activity lang. ehde ayun nga. pinagawa kami ng device na pwedeng sumalo sa itlog na ihuhulog namin mula sa 2nd floor ng buildg. through the use of the required materials lang. newspaper, popsicle sticks, string, straw, tape and scissors? yea. kamusta naman? haha. ehde naisip namin, yung box made of paper na sinuportahan lang ng popsicle sticks tapos may lamang crumpled newspapers and straw ang gamitin. haha. xD tapos yung egg, binalot sa napakadaming tape and straw. haha. kapaaaal! xD tapos ayun, nahirapan pa sa pagtyempo kung mash'shoot ba sa lalagyan. :)) in the end, ako rin nagshoot. well, shoot naman. tumalbog nga lan at lumabas sa container. kaya ayun, basag! haha.

category: LiFE.

then ayun, uwian na. haay buhay! ang init sa pinas. haha. binili ko na yung september ish ng candymag. lol. last three back issues to go. haha. :)) adik eh. nangungulek lang, kaw naman. haha. :P tas ayun. nagpaxerox ng lecture sa math. at infairness, ang gulo gulo nila. haha. tas bumili ng gamit para sa project na robotics then uwian na. ayon. haha. *i think this should fall under the school category. hamu na, hahaba pa lalu eh. haha* ang sakit ng katawan koooo! lol. medyo hindi pa naman. siguro bukas. HAHA. grabeng PE kanina we. :|

category: FRiENDS.

it's Jhallibheibx's friendsary! haha. 1 year and 8 months! naaks. haha. ayon. giniem ku nung umaga yung greetings ko to them. muntik ko na ngang makalimutang sendan si lucelle eh. smart kasi. tapos nasa la union pa. amf. haha.

tapos 7 months na kami ni bhez. lol. bhezarie? haha. hindi ko siya sinama dun sa gm. hindi ko rin binati. haha. bakit ba? ayaw ko eh. nagtatampo kaya ako sa kaniya. may nalaman ako kahapon. grabe, nagulat pa ko eh. haha. nung sa callsign pa nga lang nagulat na ko eh. tapos malalaman ko, ganun. ayy! susmio. haha. ehde ang kinalabasan, hindi ko siya pinapansin everytime makakasalubong ko siya sa corridor. haha. pero nung lunch nilapitan na niya ko. ehde 20 nga daw ngayon. ayun. haha. eh nagkataong nasa Loyalty ako nun kasi sinamahan ko si Gol. tsaka kinuha din ni sarah yung palawit ng Gtec ko. amf! haha. xD pinakuha ko sa kaniya. haha. wiw. nakuha naman niya. galing ah? haha. ehde ayos na nga. sinabi ko sa kaniya na nagtatampo nga ako. kasi may hindi siya sinasabi sa kin. ehde hinatak naman ako sa part ng corridor na walang tao. may sasabihin daw siya. amf eh. ayaw pa namang sabihin. baka daw sabihin ko sa iba. lalu na khei anu *** haha. xD wooh. may pa'teary eyed effect pa namang nalalaman. ehde hindi na rin niya nasabi. naabutan na kami ng time. dumating na teacher namin for the next subject. amf. haha. pero nung uwian, after naming maghulugan ng itlog. haha! pinuntahan ko siya sa barracks. ehde siya na officer ng CAT. haha. ehde tinanong ko ulit kung ano nga ba yung sasabihin niya. pinaupo niya ko sa tabi niya. tas ibubulong daw kaya pinapalapit pa ko. eh jusko namen. haha. xD nilapit ko na nga'y tenga ko. andun nay bibig niya. hindi naman nagsasalita! amf yun. haha. hindi rin nasabi. ö

category: LOVE.

woah? haha. xD pasingit lang neto. hindi naman love to eh. haha. basta hindi yun. ere, si ace. crush. hahaha! pumasok na siya kanina. wooot. nakita ko nung flag ceremony, nasa harap din siya. wiwit. :) hehe. tapos si anu? yung original? ehde ayun, hindi pa rin pumapasok. haha. nasa muntinlupa pa rin pala, nakabilanggo. HAHAHA. joke! ewan ku ba. sa man'tita niya siguro. hehe. birthday niya bukas. hala. haha. oh well. kampante na ko. nakakuha na ko ng advice kay Ganda sa Ramdam Kita. witt. haha.



ayan. so tutal nasimulan na rin ang screenshots, isingit na natin to. lubusin ang pagkahaba. haha! :))


sabi kasi ni ilyn sakin nung isang araw, nakita daw niya ayan. so pinakita sakin. haha. shockening naman daw ako. lol. :))


tas ere naman kahapon. trny ko yung your next love app. sa FB. putek. unang try pa lang to ah. sya na agad lumabas. eeh. bakit ba kasi pinagddiinan nila ko sa kaniya? keshu bagay daw kami. tas ere namang si guy, ang sweet. kala mo alang gf. haha. pero tawag niya sakin gf. susmio! haha. :)) kanina nilapitan naman ako nung lumabas ako ng room. hindi naman siya yung pupuntahan ko eh. kinulit na naman ako. ehde hinawakan ako sa parehong kamay. ay' braso? haha. basta. kaya nagpupumiglas tuloy ako. haha. natanong pa nga niya eh, "nakikipagbreak ka na ba?" LOL! sagot ko tuloy, "bakit, tayo ba? HAHA! Ö" tas ayun. pinagtulungan na nila kong dalawa. sila ni bhez. hawak nga ni *pips yung kamay ko diba? si bhez nman yung dlawa kun paa hinawakan. binuhat ako! lol. para tuloy akong iiitsa sa swimming pool. kamsta naman yun? HAHAHA. buhat nila ko mula sa labas ng back door ng room namin papunta sa front door. haha. well. binalik nila ko. todo tili naman ako. hahaha. xD

*end. tapos. ah'uhm.*
>> mkigaya lan. sa Banana Split. Lol. :D



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Y ; MnM's. Ü
Written at Sunday, October 18, 2009 | back to top



MEAN na MEAN :D

* Keila Ayana Caguin * Jan Arabelle Palacpac * Alena Lynn Cruz

Nabuo ang kulto sa Teentalk. Lol. Dun, sa thread ni Keila. Haha. :))






Ayan. Kamusta naman diba? Kasi nga, ganito yan. Hahaha..
ReinMaster hurricane (10/19/2009 1:05:02 AM): sakit sa kamay! pambihra
alena.cruz0414 (10/19/2009 1:05:36 AM): grbe mean! haha. sige. bkas aq mgbabasa'basa. haha. xD bbukmark ku na! :D
ReinMaster hurricane (10/19/2009 1:05:49 AM): hahaha.. sige sige. go lang :)) haha
ReinMaster hurricane (10/19/2009 1:05:54 AM): nakakpagod ang confe natin! hahaha
kaye_caguin_011 (10/19/2009 1:06:23 AM): teka.
alena.cruz0414 (10/19/2009 1:06:24 AM): ou nga eh. akalain mu un! whaha. tatlo lan tayo neto ah? XD
kaye_caguin_011 (10/19/2009 1:06:36 AM): nkahnap ko na kelan anniv. naten! haha
ReinMaster hurricane (10/19/2009 1:06:40 AM): `dha ano? haha
ReinMaster hurricane (10/19/2009 1:06:43 AM): kelan? hahaha
alena.cruz0414 (10/19/2009 1:06:47 AM): yes! whaha. klan?
ReinMaster hurricane (10/19/2009 1:06:54 AM): mean. oo nga tatlo ako lang nagkukwento! graaaabe. hahaha
kaye_caguin_011 (10/19/2009 1:07:05 AM): alin ba, ung daw na naicp ntn ung pangalan na MnM's?
kaye_caguin_011 (10/19/2009 1:07:14 AM): o ung day na nag'agree na si alena dun sa title?
ReinMaster hurricane (10/19/2009 1:07:28 AM): hahaha.. alin dun? idecide nyo. hahaha
alena.cruz0414 (10/19/2009 1:07:37 AM): dpende sa number. hahaha. xD joke. klan un sa name?
kaye_caguin_011 (10/19/2009 1:07:44 AM): kayooo. kya nga ako ngta2nong e.
ReinMaster hurricane (10/19/2009 1:07:57 AM): hahaha.. oo nga.. sa number.. wooo. hahaha
alena.cruz0414 (10/19/2009 1:08:02 AM): ee. klan nga un? whaha.
kaye_caguin_011 (10/19/2009 1:08:02 AM): ung sa pangalan, feb. 03.. ung day na ng'agree ka, feb. 05
alena.cruz0414 (10/19/2009 1:08:17 AM): okay. 03 or 05? haha. xD *yes! nde 04* hahaha. :))
kaye_caguin_011 (10/19/2009 1:08:22 AM): puro numbrs ko png'pi2lian. anu ba yn.
ReinMaster hurricane (10/19/2009 1:08:33 AM): hahahaha.. 05 ako! hahah
ReinMaster hurricane (10/19/2009 1:08:35 AM): malas ako sa 3 eh :))
kaye_caguin_011 (10/19/2009 1:08:42 AM): ahahaha. naicp ko nga yn knina mean e. dpt o4 nlng! haha
alena.cruz0414 (10/19/2009 1:08:49 AM): ayoko nun! amf. haha.
ReinMaster hurricane (10/19/2009 1:09:02 AM): pwede rin MEAN (average) ng 5 at 3... hahaha
ReinMaster hurricane (10/19/2009 1:09:07 AM): mean kung mean yan! hahaha
alena.cruz0414 (10/19/2009 1:09:17 AM): eeehh! auko nga nun eh. haha. mean ako, anu baaa. hahhaa.
ReinMaster hurricane (10/19/2009 1:09:38 AM): i go for 4! hahahahahaha
kaye_caguin_011 (10/19/2009 1:09:41 AM): ako kht ano, ok lang. haha
alena.cruz0414 (10/19/2009 1:09:43 AM): NOOOOOOO!
ReinMaster hurricane (10/19/2009 1:09:51 AM): 5 na lang :) hahaha
alena.cruz0414 (10/19/2009 1:09:57 AM): yes. 05. :D
ReinMaster hurricane (10/19/2009 1:10:06 AM): yehey! feb 5! hahaha
alena.cruz0414 (10/19/2009 1:10:15 AM): sa wkas! haha. :))
ReinMaster hurricane (10/19/2009 1:10:38 AM): happy uhm.. 8 months and 13 days! hahaha
alena.cruz0414 (10/19/2009 1:11:01 AM): nbilang pa!? haha. xge. baboosh na. whaha. xD
kaye_caguin_011 (10/19/2009 1:11:26 AM): feb. 5 na tlga? haha. xD
ReinMaster hurricane (10/19/2009 1:11:27 AM): haha.. dali lang eh.. hahaha
ReinMaster hurricane (10/19/2009 1:11:29 AM): sige sige..
ReinMaster hurricane (10/19/2009 1:11:34 AM): yep feb 5 na! hahaha
alena.cruz0414 (10/19/2009 1:11:38 AM): bt ayaw ba? kla ko ba ok lan khet anu? hahaha.
ReinMaster hurricane (10/19/2009 1:11:44 AM): oo nga.. haha
kaye_caguin_011 (10/19/2009 1:11:54 AM): prng mas feel ko ung 04 e. :))
ReinMaster hurricane (10/19/2009 1:11:57 AM): gusto mo ung araw na pinag-iisipan natin ang pangalan! hahaha
ReinMaster hurricane (10/19/2009 1:12:01 AM): hahaha.. AKO rin!
alena.cruz0414 (10/19/2009 1:12:08 AM): auko nga nun eeh! dq feel. haha. *pilitin nio ku* hahaha. :P
ReinMaster hurricane (10/19/2009 1:12:09 AM): i SECOND the MOTiON! haha
ReinMaster hurricane (10/19/2009 1:12:21 AM): majority rule dito! hahahaha.. chos
alena.cruz0414 (10/19/2009 1:12:31 AM): mga meeeeaaaan! =))
kaye_caguin_011 (10/19/2009 1:12:38 AM): teka.. mg'iicp ako. haha. xD
ReinMaster hurricane (10/19/2009 1:12:41 AM): hahahahahahaha..
ReinMaster hurricane (10/19/2009 1:12:47 AM): mean nga eh. haha
kaye_caguin_011 (10/19/2009 1:12:50 AM): kc ung monthsary nmin nina jane and shobe, 07.
alena.cruz0414 (10/19/2009 1:12:53 AM): dali, naggalit nai nanai ku! whaha.
kaye_caguin_011 (10/19/2009 1:13:00 AM): e ung 07, may reason kng bkt gsto ko. haha.
alena.cruz0414 (10/19/2009 1:13:06 AM): bkt? haha.
ReinMaster hurricane (10/19/2009 1:13:09 AM): hahaha..
ReinMaster hurricane (10/19/2009 1:13:13 AM): blisan mo keila
kaye_caguin_011 (10/19/2009 1:13:13 AM): :P :P :P :P
ReinMaster hurricane (10/19/2009 1:13:15 AM): hahahahaha
alena.cruz0414 (10/19/2009 1:13:20 AM): anu ngaaaa?! haha.
kaye_caguin_011 (10/19/2009 1:13:30 AM): may 7 bday ni meow e. aha
alena.cruz0414 (10/19/2009 1:13:44 AM): aruuuiii! haha. anu merun sa o4??
kaye_caguin_011 (10/19/2009 1:13:46 AM): May 7 ah. haha
ReinMaster hurricane (10/19/2009 1:13:48 AM): oh e bakit 4?
ReinMaster hurricane (10/19/2009 1:13:51 AM): hahaha..
kaye_caguin_011 (10/19/2009 1:14:01 AM): sandali. iniicp ko nga rn e.
kaye_caguin_011 (10/19/2009 1:14:07 AM): bsta may something sa 4. ahaha
alena.cruz0414 (10/19/2009 1:14:13 AM): buset! hahaha. xD sken merun!
ReinMaster hurricane (10/19/2009 1:14:19 AM): hahahaha.. XD
ReinMaster hurricane (10/19/2009 1:14:27 AM): toss coin kayo oh. haha
alena.cruz0414 (10/19/2009 1:14:32 AM): manxari nmen ni zaido blue. hahaha. xD wanyir na dpat kme nung october 04! amf. xD
alena.cruz0414 (10/19/2009 1:14:48 AM): sige na nga. 04 na. amff. pra 8months and 12 days. haha. :))
ReinMaster hurricane (10/19/2009 1:14:48 AM): ay putek na yan! bakit puro october!? hahaha
ReinMaster hurricane (10/19/2009 1:14:59 AM): hahahaha.. XD
alena.cruz0414 (10/19/2009 1:15:00 AM): ewanq. love is in the air nun last year. hahaha. :))
ReinMaster hurricane (10/19/2009 1:15:04 AM): galing sa math! hahaha
ReinMaster hurricane (10/19/2009 1:15:10 AM): kainis! =))
alena.cruz0414 (10/19/2009 1:15:21 AM): nkuha ku lan un syo. subtraction! whaha.
kaye_caguin_011 (10/19/2009 1:15:28 AM): ainko. tama na
kaye_caguin_011 (10/19/2009 1:15:31 AM): mhina ako sa math e
alena.cruz0414 (10/19/2009 1:15:33 AM): anu ba, palalayasin nio bq? whaha.
kaye_caguin_011 (10/19/2009 1:15:33 AM): hahaha.
alena.cruz0414 (10/19/2009 1:15:34 AM): 04 na?
alena.cruz0414 (10/19/2009 1:15:40 AM): errr. hahaha.
ReinMaster hurricane (10/19/2009 1:15:42 AM): haha.. osige 4 na! hahaha
kaye_caguin_011 (10/19/2009 1:15:45 AM): mean, ayw ka nmin umalis e.
kaye_caguin_011 (10/19/2009 1:15:45 AM): haha
ReinMaster hurricane (10/19/2009 1:15:49 AM): feb naman to eh. ahahaha
alena.cruz0414 (10/19/2009 1:16:10 AM): bsta. baboosh nq! whaha. pg aq nde nkgamit nre bkas. alm nio na. hahaha.
alena.cruz0414 (10/19/2009 1:16:11 AM): :))
alena.cruz0414 (10/19/2009 1:16:33 AM): :-h
alena.cruz0414 (10/19/2009 1:16:35 AM): :-*
alena.cruz0414 (10/19/2009 1:16:41 AM): =))
Oh. Yan na nga diba? Andyan na. Andyan na lahat. Whaha. xD Inumaga na kami dyan. Actually ayoko pa ngang mag'out niyan eh. Nagising lang mame ku. Putakte, pinag'out aku. hahaha. xD Well, yon. Labyo MnM's. *pwe* Hahaha. Joke. :D



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Y ; My CandyMags! :))
Written at Saturday, October 17, 2009 | back to top







Candy Magazines kooo! Wee. Haha. Addicted? Naah. Not really. It all started when I saw ex-PBB Housemate Nicole Uysiuseng on the cover. :)) I am a big fan of the PBB that's why I bought it na. And it has features about the Prom which I was interested into at that time. Prom was getting near by then so I need some tips and advise. :]

There. I don't have the March issue but I was planning to buy it in case it is available on the magazine stands of our town. Whew! I am craving! I wanna complete all the issues for this year. Since I started it already, why not end it complete right? Hehe. ^^ I also don't have the April && June issue. Woah. Too bad, I hope they still have those issues. *fingers crossed* :]

Butasan na pala ng bulsa 'to eh! Haha. I am planning to buy the latest issue, October with Jonas Brothers on the cover. I would ask my mom to buy it for me. Weee. I'll pray for it since tomorrow is Sunday! Haha. :D And for monday, I would save some money to buy the September issue. I wasn't able to buy it because I just don't want to. Haha. Robert Pattinson's on the cover. So sorry, Edward Cullen girls! Haha. :P









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Y ; unsure .. super!
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Blog ko naman sa Myspace to. Haha. :D Hindi pala nababasa nuh? Well, iview image niyo na lang. And take note, dalawang image yan. Haha. Make sure to view also the last one, which is at the bottom. ^^



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Y ; About Me ko sa MySpace.
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my *beloved* FRiENDS call me ..

LOWLA .. to abby' ---- BUNSO .. to erin'
MS. CUTE .. to aldous' ---- POPS .. to erika'
CUPCAKE .. to aljay' ♥ ---- CRUNCH .. to eula'
CUDZ (cudbury) .. to tham' ---- KERRBER .. to faye'
CHEESY? .. to awoo' ---- STAWBERRY .. to gelli'
TOWL .. to anjela' ----- BUFF .. to luigi'
TWEEN .. to chesca' ---- BENCH .. to glen'
TARTsan .. to arnina' ---- BESTiE .. to haruca'
COMBi .. to bryan' ---- GiGGLEX .. to ilyn'
BHiE .. to caroline' ---- MEAN .. to ara && keila' ü
LABS'three .. to chester' ---- HERSHEYS .. to lucelle'
GUMi .. to chrissia' ---- SNiCKERX .. to jazmine'
JELLYBEAN .. to CJ' ---- CUDDLES .. to jeanette'
BUBBLEGUM .. to claudine' ---- NUGGETS .. to jewelle'
LOLLiPOP .. to danica' ---- PiNSAN / KOKO KRUNCH .. to jha'
SiS .. to daniel' ---- POSSH .. to jhanica'
TRiPLET .. to darrine' ---- FUX .. to jhem'
MUNCH .. to darwin' ---- POPSiCLE .. to julie'
PALE .. to daryl' ---- DOGGiE .. to karel'
PiKABOO .. to andrea' ---- SiB .. to kaycee'
MARE/mash .. to krizzie' ---- TEB .. to kathleen'

TSOK'NUT .. to kim' ---- MALLOWS .. to gaile' Ö
SAVIOR .. to lara' ---- POOH .. to lyssa'
MUFFiN .. to cha' ---- CAPUCCiNO .. to micah'
BEAR .. to miko' ---- CHUPACHUPS .. to nicole'
BUBBLES .. to niixhaa' ---- BHEZ .. to PJ'
CHiWAWS .. to pauline' ---- SCH!SZS .. to princess'
KHULET .. to rachelle' ---- POPCORN .. to reishel' :D
SANG'GRE .. to rayne' ---- CHATMATE .. to regine'
COOKiES .. to roxanne' ---- TOPAKers .. to romielyn'
ASHTiE .. to wena' ---- MAREq / NAKK .. to roxan'
DUDE .. to shine' ---- AWANG .. to martin'
KATUKAYOW .. to symba' ---- DOWNUT .. to vallen'
FHUDGE .. to virgette' ---- TiNKS .. to wilma'
SEKAND .. to cae' ---- BOOhey .. to jheanne'
MM .. to trizzadel' ---- BLOOM .. to nikka'
HUSH .. to *forgotten friend on FS*
*something* to SHOBE. iPURGOT EH! :P
ANAK .. to andrew, anginette && edylin'
NANAY .. to roman' ---- BHE .. to playstation'
PANGET .. to rod' ---- TRiPPP .. to ciara'
PiTCHiE .. to jyn carla'

Alena. ♥ .. here on Myspace'
Alena. ü .. on Friendster'
Alena Cruz .. on Facebook'
alena271 .. on Twitter'
lamshrawr / aLena. :D .. on Plurk'
aLena. :) .. on multiply'
alena.cruz0414 .. on Y!m'
alena_o4 .. on Teentalk'
a L e N a .. on Blogspot'
pouft271 .. on Youtube'

PRESiDENT of the computer club ..
CERTiFiED && PROUD to be a MARiAN .. SERBiSYO! ^^
CHiLDREN OF MARY CLUB MEMBER ..
JHALLiBHEiBX .. JAGUARBHEiBX .. TROPANG BAi
dBANANAS .. MnM's ..

UNiCA HiJA of the Cruz Family. :P

a LOVER .. but not a GiRLFRiEND
a HiPBLOGGER! (;
certified MUSiC LOVER.

an outgoing, trustworthy, friendly and cheerful person.
i hate those who are flirt, super kulit, and super daldal.

always jealous, pikon, EMO? naah. gusto lan laging alone. :P
iyakin. nuon. :P OUT OF PLACE. Ö

loves to surf the net, listen to music
and chat or communicate with friends. ^^

SLiM. :P always craving for food. specially CHOCOLATES! :))
loves pork chop as her lunch. :D
doesn't drink. but sipped once. *GSM'bLue*

doesn't have a good voice,
dances a bit. but plays badminton. (;

QUESTiONS?
be sure to COMMENT or MESSAGE me.




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Y ; finally!
Written at Thursday, October 15, 2009 | back to top

and soooo I am suuperr bacckkkk! haha. :D gosh, i really don't expect that our electricity would be finally back today. whew. thank goodness! weeeee. :)) our electricity just got back at arounf 5PM.


i slept here at our house last night. whew. my mom didn't allow us na to have a sleepover again at our cousin's house. because it's cold naman daw. it's raining outside. so there. i slept maybe at around 11PM. when i woke up, my cellphone's battery was already empty. so after i grab my breakfast, i immediately took a bath and then we went to my cousin's house.

there we had a dvd marathon. first we watched You Changed my Life. Wooooh. John Lloyd is super handsome! Grabe! Hahah. Kinikilig talaga kung habang pinapanuod ko yun. *bebe ko. bebe ko? bebe koooo.* HAHAHA! :D Then we watched Sundo. It's a horror movie though hindi naman kami masyadong natakot. Nagulat? Yea, pero wala pa ata sa 5x yun. Haha. :) Tas break muna, kumain muna kami ng lunch. Haha. Tas nung hapon. Balik ulit sa dati. Nanuod silang Mr. Bean, Pokemon tsaka Ice Age 3. Pero inumpisahan lang nila, di nila natapos. Masakit na kasi yung ulo ko. Lol. Anu naman kunek nun sakin? Whaha. :P






Kaya nanuod na lang kami ng Harry Potter 6. I mean, ako. Haha. Ako na lang magisa yung nanuod sa kwarto. Wow. Katext ko si Ilyn nun, sabi niya. Movie marathon daw magisa. Haha! :D At hindi ko naman akalain na napakahaba pala ng movie. Kahit ako nainip eh. Haha. Napanuod ko na yun dati. So second time ko ng papanuorin yun. Pero bakit humaba naman ata? Hahaha. Kaya ayun. Almost 5PM na pero hindi ko pa rin natatapos yung movie. Hinintu ko na tuloy nung pinatay na ni Snape si Dumbledore. Tsk. Hindi ko man lang napanuod yung Funeral niya. Lol. Haha. Madilim kasi nung una kong pinanuod yun eh. Sayang. Matatapos na eh! Haha.

Pero that's okay. At least I'm already home. Home SWEET Home. Haha.



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Y ; HiRAAAP! x((
Written at Wednesday, October 14, 2009 | back to top

waah. hirap ata. toinks. mhirap tlga! hahaha. nung monday pa alang kuryente xmen. aun.
pumsok pq nung monday. okay lang. mhei baon nman aku. whaha. pero pinauwi ren.
ksu nga lan.klangan mhei sundo. haha! mlantud. aun. ngpasundo khei mame.
tas nalobat nq. tsk. uwi muna ko smen. ngbihis muna ko xmen tas ngpnta nq kla tham.
pra mkicharge! hahaha. :)) aun.tnwagan ren nman si emae. kwawa nman un. haha.


tas nung hpon. gumala na kme qn san2. ksma nmen si ilyn.
juz check her blog for details. gahol ako! sobra.amf. haha.

tas aun. dun kme ntulog ng bunso kong kpated kla isabel.
mhei kuryente eh. hahah! aun. tex2 lan aq.

tas knbukasan. ngGM aq. eh dpa nga pala ko nguunli. let!
haha. aii. tnga! nga nman oh. hahah. ehde aun. 150 down to 17 ang load ku. grbe!
haha. :))


tpos umuwi muna kme smen. haha. ntulog lan aq nuon eh.
khet na mainit. whaha. tas nung gbe. aun. blik kla isabel. hehe


tas aun. eto na. haha. adne nq sa computer shop!
whaha. dq na tlga matiis eh. buti nbbuhay pq. whaha!

aun na nga. nmiss ko to. pramis. sna nman mgkakuryente na xmen oh.
ang hirap atang mghabol sa mga accts. kooooo! grrrr. x((


sa monday na resume ng classes nmen. hayy.
dq maenjoy. tsk.


- tmu. dq na naaus. nkkbanas! haha. xD



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Y ; pictures.
Written at Sunday, October 11, 2009 | back to top



Whoi. Naaks. Anu yan? Haha. kadramahan! Ekk. Haha. Malay ko ba. Kagabi kasi, ayoko pang matulog. Gusto ko pang mag'take ng pictures. Nakaka-adik pala. Well, hindi lang naman sarili ko yung kinukunan ko eh. :P

So anyway, what's with the pic? Wala lang. Natripan ko lang yung pose. Ayos ba? HAHA. :P Ayon na nga. Pakihanap naman yung nawawala dyan oh. Nakaninu ba? Magpakita ka naaaaa! Hahaha. Joke lang. Oh kaya naman. Kahit ikaw na lang! Toinks. Haha. I mean, kahit temporary. Basta makumpleto lang yung picture. Gets? Haha. :D Wooh. Ere na nga woh. Ihanap niyo ko ng Lablaaaaaayyyyp! Namimiss ko na eh. :| Haha!







At eto. Nagpaayos din si Recher ng blog niya sakin kahapon. Ehde ayun, tinulungan ko naman siya. 0=) Haha! :P Tas ayun, pinaedit niya sakin yung picture niya. Ehde ako, punta naman agad sa Picnik. Beh, nagulat ba naman ako! Haha. *OA* Wala lang. May bagong feature eh. Sa Halloween. Ayun, naexcite ako. Kaya triny ko. Tas ayan yung kinalabasan. :))



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Y ; Hug.
Written at Saturday, October 10, 2009 | back to top




Haha. Nawili naman masyado yung bata. Hahaha. Sorry nmen. :P Gusto ko we. Hahah. Wala namang magawa. Pero infairness, napakahirap maghanap ng matinung picture. :D



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Y ; life is a mirror.
Written at Friday, October 9, 2009 | back to top



Okay. So sinipag na naman daw ulit ako ngayon. Haha! Nako. Anu naman kaya patutunguhan ko neto? Toinks. Ang lalim nun ah! Niahah. So anyway. Ayan nga. Panibago na naman. Ayos ba? Bigyan mo pa ko ng maikling quote. Para kung sipagin ako. Gumawa na naman ako ng ganyan para sa quote na yun. Okay? Haha. :))



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Y ; give it a try. (;
Written at Thursday, October 8, 2009 | back to top



say, pwede na ba sa Tumblr? Hahaha. Joke. Nagtry lang naman ako. Wala naman akong magawa eh. Haha. :))



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Y ; results.
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Today is the Distribution of Cards, finally! Whew. Super Delayeeeeed. Tsk. Hmm. Anyway. Imma show you my report card. I'm too lazy to type it here, sarry! :))





There! I'm super contented with my score. I did my best anyway. And that's all I've got. I would just do my very very best next time. ü And oh, I almost forgot. I ranked 28 on our class. Hmm. Not bad. But honestly, I expected for a higher one. But I accepted it immediately. I'm happy for my classmates and my friends. :) Ilyn ranked 21, Princess was 26, Tham was 29, Krizzie's 35. Not bad. According to her, she doesn't mind her rank. As long as he got a good grade in Math. Which is 82. Yea, really not bad. Hmm. Claude is 38. Share lang. Bwhaha. Jhem, 25. And by the way, Jeanette is 14, Regine is 12 I guess. And Almon ranked 11. They were those who got disappeared from the top 10.

Pero mayabang talaga yung kapatid ko. Although nasa 2nd section siya, rank 1 pa rin siya. wooh. on top! Galing niya kasi sa math eh. 92 grade niya dun sa card. Eh ako? Tingnan mooo. :P Bwhaha. Pero mas mabait naman ako sa kaniya ng .10 Hahaha. 90.54 siya we. :P

Nothing much happened for this day. We. I mean, they just did their project in Math. Wooh. Haha. :)) Then by lunch time. We made fun of each other's name. Here's the acrostic results thought by us. Lol. :D



Sorry naman kung ganyan na yung mga words ah. Sadyang mga baliw lang talaga sila. Haha. Ekk. Kasama pala ko dun. :P



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Y ; confessions of a broken heart..
Written at Tuesday, October 6, 2009 | back to top



Confessions of a Broken Heart
* Lindsay Lohan

I wait for the postman to bring me a letter
And wait for the good Lord to make me feel better
And I carry the weight of the world on my shoulders
A family in crisis that only gets older

Why'd you have to go?
Why'd you have to go?
Why'd you have to go?

Daughter to father, daughter to father
I am broken but I am hoping
Daughter to father, daughter to father
I am cryin', a part of me's dyin'
And these are, these are
The confessions of a broken heart

And I wear all your old clothes, your polo sweater
I dream of another you, one who would never
Never leave me alone to pick up the pieces
A daddy to hold me, that's what I needed

So why'd you have to go?
Why'd you have to go?
Why'd you have to go?

Daughter to father, daughter to father
I don't know you, but I still want you
Daughter to father, daughter to father
Tell me the truth, did you ever love me?
Cause these are, these are
The confessions of a broken heart

I love you
I love you
I love you
I, I, I, I love you!

Daughter to father, daughter to father
I don't know you, but I still want to
Daughter to father, daughter to father
Tell me truth, did you ever love me?
Did you ever love me?
These are the confessions of a broken heart
Oh yeah

I wait for the postman to bring me a letter


.. Amf. I dunno. I remembered this song I guess since list night? Hmm. I've been missing this song because this song was beautiful, right? Maybe I first heard this song when I was a kid. Probably around my elementary days? Hmm. Hope I'm not wrong.

Well, I thought of this song. Maybe because. I'm just missing my dad? And not because we had conflicts on our family. We do not have any problems with regards to my parents, really. Only to my two younger brothers. Haha. They also LOVE to quarrel. Toinks. XD

There. I just really miss HiM. Tsk. But still it's okay, without him here. Haha! No, that's not what I mean. It's okay he's there abroad working for us. That's why I never experienced problems regarding on getting what I want. I can say I'm spoiled for a bit because of that. Haha. :))

So for my dad. I love him so much. I miss him too. We miss him! I am very thankful for all the things he'd been doing for us. We really appreciate it. He must be safe there abroad and never forget to maintain healthy. I prayed to God that he will guide him and keep him away from harm. He's my guy, my one and only Hero. (;



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Y ; classes resume. :)
Written at Monday, October 5, 2009 | back to top

Alright. It's Monday! Wooh. May pasok na ulit, sa wakas. Haha. Pero infairness, nahirapan pa kong matulog kagabi. Este, madaling araw. Whaha. 1AM na rin siguro nun. Tsk. Tas pagka'alarm ko, tinamad pa kong bumangon. Imbes na 5:30, 6AM na lang. Lol. :D

Pagdating sa school. Yon eh. Flag Ceremony. Haha. Pero kami yung assign sa Block Rosary that's why sa lobby kami pumila. Ayun, after nun. Sa room, naaks! Ang gaganda ng projects niyo sa AP wa! Sarap sirain! -- ika nga ni Princess. Bwhaha. >:))
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Present na rin yung dalawa naming rabbit. At namiss ko sila. Pero hindi ko na hinahawakan. Laki na eh. Tas madumi pa. Laging pumupupu. Yakk! Haha.

We had discussion nung CL. Saya! Si CJ kung anu-anung date at holy person yung sinasabi. Naman yan, laughtrip. :P

Recess! Dahil sa wala kaming saksakan sa room, bumaba kami sa tapat ng Guidance at dun nakisaksak ng glue gun. Ayun, inayos na nila yung project nila sa AP. Amf. Haha. Tas AVR naman kame. Nagdiscuss si Sir Jeff about searching the internet. Ohkayy. Kaantok naman nun eh. Napagtripan tuloy ng katabi ko yung mga sapatos namen. Sukat ba namang idrawing? Hahaha. :D

Tapos sa math, discussion naman. At isa-isa kaming nagrecitation. Buti na lang madali yung natapat sa'kin. Kaya nakasagot ako! Nawili pa nga eh. Ako na rin dapat sasagot sa final answer. Napigilan lang. Lmao. :)) Binigay na rin yung first project namin para dun. First pa lang yun ah. May kasunod pa! Ö

Then lunch. Hmm. Nawawala pa yung MAPEH ni Princess. Nanghiram pa tuloy siya kay Roman para lang hindi mapakanta. Haha. Ayun, lecture. Una-unahan pa rin. Tapos dinemo naman yung mga stunts na nasa lecture. ^^,

Sa Filipino, ewan ko ba kung ano'y mga sinasabi ni Mme. Kila Crissy at Bhoy ako nakikinig eh. Whaha! Pero pinatula kami ni Mme. Yung ilang lines nila Romeo at Juliet. Woot. Kapartner ko pa si Rany! Yiiihah! Hahah. :P

At eto na! AP. Bwhaha. Pasahan na nga mga projects. Hikhikhikhikhik! Hahaha. Basta tawa dapat ng mangkukulam yan. ROFL. :DD Grabe, natawa naman ng bonggang bongga yung mga kaklase ko sa Obra ko. Hahaha. Maski si Mme. Irene! Hindi naman ako makapaniwala. LOLness. Makita mo lang yung mangkukulam. Este, ANGEL ko pala. Haha!

And sa Physics. Ayun, nag'activity kame. Enjoy naman kahit lumakad, nagjogg at tumakbo lang kami. Hehe. :)) Pero eto talaga. Pinost na sa bulletin board yung Top 10. Tsk. Grabe. Na'jumble yung samin. Si Joanna lang yung hindi nagbago. Wooh! Siya pa! Haha. Pero Congrats naman sa kanila. (;

1. Joanna Reyes
2. Symba Santos
3. Chester Estrella
4. Jewelle Sison
5. Gelli Aguinaldo
6. Charisse Valerio
7. Luigi Reyes
8. Anginette Ramirez
9. Glen Evangelista
10. Lara De Leon

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Kay Joanna? Nakoo. Hindi na nakapagtataka. Haha! Symba? Hmm. Yea! Nice katukayo. Ganun sana. Hehe. She deserves it. (; Chester? Woooot! Eto na. Nagbabawi na talaga siya. Valedictorian kaya namen to nung Elem? Medyo nagli-low for the past years. Pero he's back! Woooh. :)) Jewelle? Ohh. Okay lang yan. Para kay Kim Bum! Whaha. At least hindi siya natitinag sa Top 5. Ü Gelli? Hehe. Eto din yung isa. Go girl! Charisse? Wiiit. Muffin! You're soo galing! Yiih. Inspirado masyado. Haha. Keep it up namen! Luigi. Uhh. Hindi naman sa ano wa? Pero. Does he really deserve it? Tsk. Kasi noh. Every exam. Madalas natatawag yung name niya ni Mme. Jhe. Coz he's always caught cheating and eyes travelling. Whaha. Oh well. :| Anginette? Mama'net! You deserve it. Pinagpuyatan mo to. Hindi ka na nga natulog eh. Hahaha. Joke naman! Umaasenso. Wiwit. Keep it up! Glen? Beeeeench! Eto talaga. Galing mo eh. May prinsipyo! Good. Hahaha. Keep it up. Wag masyadong mapressure. Haha. Be normal. Toinks? Basta kung ano yung pinakita mo nung last quarter. Ganun pa din sana ngayon. Hihih. :) Lara? Oyeah! You're so lucky namen gurl! You're still on the top! Woot. Haha. Sige, higpitan mo lang ang kapit. Kaya yan! Hehe. Kahit na ganun. Nagka-issue nga, still. Nasa top. :))

And para naman dun sa mga nawala. Jeanette, Regine and Almon. Well, it's not the end of the world for you guys. Let others for the position naman. There's a reason. Maybe naka-angat lang talaga sila this time sa inyo. Bawi na lang. Kaya niyo yan! Don't lose hope. Well. Lilipas din yan. :)) But I also feel sorry for Jeanette. Simula't sapul nasa top 10 na talaga siya. Amf. Top 5 kamu. Sa rank 5 & 4 lang siya naglalaro. Pero ayun, nawala na ng tuluyan. Tsk. Makakabawi pa to. Go lang gurl! Same as Regine. Go! Kaya yan. Hehe. :D


And uwian na! Haha. Kala mo tapos na nuh? Weh. Hintay ka lang. Malapit na. Hehe. Nagutom namen kaming magkakaibigan that's why nag'dimsum kame. Arayt. Tas uwi na kame. Dun sa patio, may narinig akong voice. Woot. Boses niya ba yun? Sabi eh, "kainggit naman!" Pero. Hindi ko na lang pinansin. Haha. Tas nung nasa may Click's na kami, may humugot sa buhok ko. Not once, twice, but many times! Argh! Haha. Kaya tiningnan ko na kung sino yung epal na yun. Hahaha. Si Kim lang pala. Hahah! Anu daaaaaw?! Ö Ohde sabi ko, "Uy! Ikaw pala yan. Hi! Hello! Haha." Sabi naman niya, "Hi, hello.. Ganun na lang yun?" Hahaha. Nag'emote? Toinks. So sabi ko, "Ha? Bakit? Hi, Hello? Haha." Inulit pa eh nu? Toinks. Ayun, magkakasabay na kami sa paglalakad. Kasama niya yung kaibigan niya which is kaibigan ko rin. Haha. Tas may sinabi pa siya, i-beat ko daw yung score niya sa Music Challenge. Abaa. Hinahamon ako? Haha. Sabi ko na lang, "Uhh. Sige. Try ko. Haha."

Nakarating na kami sa sakayan. Haha. Magkatapat lang yung sakayan namin. Ayun. Nakita ko si anu. J! Whaha. Yung ex ni Kim. For.. ilang day? Hahaha. Ewan, basta ang alam ko naging ex niya yun. Sabi din sakin ni J we. Nakuwento niya sakin. Oha, close kami? Haha! :D

Ehde nagkita nga sila sa sakayan. Pareho lang ng sakayan we. Pareho ng baranggay kung saan nakatira. Haha. May dalawa pang friendships na kasama si J. Pero kahit overcrowded. Toinks? Haha. Na sila dun sa trike, sinabi pa rin ni J kay Kim, "Kim, dito na lang kayo sumakay!" Whahaha! Nagjojoke ata siya? Ehde ayun, sumabit na lang si Kim sa gilid. Haha! Pag siya nalaglag we. Woo. Concern? Haha! Tas yung friend niya, sa likod sumakay. Hmm. Pwede naman siya dun ah? Haha. Okay, nevermind. Na'beat ko naman yung score niya sa Music Challenge! Bwhaha. >:D


Ayon. Mahaba na talaga. But I hope you enjoyed my story! *dun sa mga babasa* LOL. :))



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Y ; Happy Anniversary!
Written at Sunday, October 4, 2009 | back to top

WTH! What am I saying? Whaha. Naah. I was just kiddin' But its supposed to be our first anniversary. Too but our relationship didn't last. It only reached four months. Oyea. Just like the date. FOUR! Duh!? Whaha. :)) Nothing much. I just thought of that. A History! Bwhaha. Ekk. Same as before, I reminisced and flashbacked again. Tsk. Also, I remembered this because some of my phone contacts GM'ed:

.Itz o4 happy monthsary sa akin pnka m2hal na nhiep0t mahal n mahal kta. Aun happy o4. .(.g.t).(o.4).

happy o4. Bloom&Melo.Ü ilyb.mwa! gt.

So how can I forget the historic event that happened last year if they were reminding me of the date? Waaaah! :( Whaha. OKay, I mean it now. I MISS HiM! SUPERRRR! :|

Amf. I got nothing to say. I really miss him. Haha. But I'm not saying that I want him back. I know he's happy now. Busy courting someone. :/ But if given ANOTHER chance, I won't hesitate answering him. YES! I WANT YOU BACK! Hahaha. Susulitin ko na siya noh. He would fly to Dubai na after we graduate eh. Tsk. Di na ko magpapakipot. But I know that this fantasy would never happen. Ohh. I wish! I already wished for this before. It happened, but I wasted it. Too bad. :((



Now what am I supposed to do? Hmm. Nothing. I'll just go with the flow. My Unlitext just expired that's why I wouldn't be able to send GM's tomorrow. Yey! Napigilan ako! Hahaha. But let's see. GodBless Me! Happy Sunday! :))



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Y ; Eternal Flame.
Written at Saturday, October 3, 2009 | back to top

Hey! I just wanna share this text message I've got from my classmate, Raimund. LOLness ako weh. Hahaha. :))

The truth behind the song ETERNAL FLAME and who really sang it.
  • BULAG * close your eyes.
  • PILAY * give me your hand, darling.
  • BINGI * do you hear my heart beating?
  • BOBO * do you understand?
  • MANHID * do you feel the same?
  • DUKHA * am I only dreaming?
  • BUMBERO * is this burning? an eternal flame.
  • PIPI * say your name.
  • BALIW * sunshine through the rain.
  • KAWAWA * my whole life, so lonely
  • ILUSYONADA * then you've come to ease the pain.
  • MARTYR * I don't wanna lose this feeling.
  • SALING PUSA * ooohhh!



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Y ; Like or Reblog?
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Okay. I got this from Rayne's Tumblr. << clickable! (; So as you can see, I reblogged this image. But I'm not through yet. Coz I would lie if I say that I only reblogged this image. So..

I LIKE IT!

Waaah! Whahaha. :PP



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Y ; This is Weekend.
Written at Friday, October 2, 2009 | back to top

So early in the morning, I immediately rushed and opened our computer. (weh? what do you expect? lol.) amf nga eh. late na naman ako. it's already 11am. Haha. Parang may pasok lang eh nu? :))

Then around 12:30PM, while I was busy snobbing my dad on YM *haha* someone buzzed me. And he is .. woah! My X, Kim. LOLness. Nagbabanggit ng name! whaha. And yea, it was shockable! Niahah.

kimclemente: BUZZ!
alena.cruz0414: ow?
kimclemente: sabi ko na nga ba weh..
ol ka
alena.cruz0414: haha. bkt?
kimclemente: ala
nawala ka sa sms weyh.
nawala ka sa sms weh
napaginipan kita..
alena.cruz0414: wow. mrunong na. haha.
oh? haha.

anu ngyre?
kimclemente: may ginawa tau..

alena.cruz0414: lolssss. anu un? haha.
kimclemente: bxta..
ou nga..
alena.cruz0414: anu nga un ee.
kimclemente: bxta..
pumayag ka daw.
alena.cruz0414: duga neto. un dte ba un?
kimclemente: alin?
alena.cruz0414: ewanq. san nman aq ppyag, db?haha.
kimclemente: sa kama..
ahahah
alena.cruz0414: eew. mlala pala eang nsa pnaginip m0 we. haha.
kimclemente: d nga din ako makapaniwala weh..
alena.cruz0414: ms lalu nman aq. haha. sa lhat ng pde mung mpanainipan, bkt aq pa? hahaha.
kimclemente: abe ewn ko..

alena.cruz0414: wooooh? haha. wateber.
kimclemente: pabuy..
sa fsss
sa fss
wala na aagaw..
promise..
ahahha
alena.cruz0414: FFS. haha. si Khamyl ba? kbbili ko lan dun naun. haha.
nbili agad. lol.
kimclemente: buy mu na ako..
plzzzzzzzzzzzz
alena.cruz0414: mamumulubi pla ko we. haha. teka.
gift mq. xnu gsto mung kdate? haha.
kimclemente: bahala ka na..
alena.cruz0414: wow. nde choosy. haha. wla kng ssuggest?
kimclemente:wal..
wala..


Then he signed out. And I bought him also. Haha. When suddenly, someone PM'ed me again on YM. Super shockable! After the original, now the look a like? Niahaha. Kiddin' Yep, Ace is the one I am talking about.

acebong_135: oi
alena.cruz0414: ow?
acebong_135: wala lang
trip
miss a kta ehh
alena.cruz0414: aa. slamat. haha.
acebong_135: ako ba nd mo misss
alena.cruz0414: haha. sige. missyou2.


Toinks? Whahaha! Panuya naman yung mga yun. Naka'invisible na nga we. Haha. Pero infairness, natouch daw ako ng slight. Panu naman kahit offline nagpPM pa rin sila. Naaks! May ganun? haha. :))


Then Princess texted. She's asking for those who are willing to accompany Bryan to their house. Eh ako naman, kahapon pa bagot na bagot sa tirahang ito kaya ako ay nagprisinta na. Whew! Alas tres na. Hahaha. Dumaan muna ko kila Tham na nanunuod ng Barbie. Weee. Sabi ko naman, "Ala. Tuwing mahal na araw lang ako nakakapanuod niyan. Hahaha."

Tas dumating na si Boyki. Nagpunta na kami sa sakayan. Nakita pa namin si James, classmate namin nung Grade 6. Whew. Laki na niya. Toinks! haha. I mean, ang tangkad eh. Tas chubby pa rin. Pero hindi naman masyado. Lol. :D Ayun, nakasakay rin namen siya.

Naglakad na rin kami papunta. Coz we thought, If we're going for a ride, what place are we going to tell the tricycle driver? Haha. So there, we walked. Kahit alam ni Princess na nakasakay kaming trike. Sabi kasi ni Boyki. Rich Kid daw kasama niya (ako) Lol naman. Kaya ayun. nagsound effects na lang ako ng trike nung nasa kanila na. Haha. Haaaay. Ang sarap ng hangin kila Princess. Ang tamis! Ching. I mean, grabe we. Nakakagaan ng loob. Hehe.

Tapos nagutom na si Bryan. Nakooo. Haha. Kaya punta pa kaming Hangga. Lakad Lakad. Tas may tambay dun. Sinabihan si Princess, "Happy Birthday!" HAHAHA. Naka'pula kasi siya nun. Inabutan na rin kami ng ulan. So takbo takbo naman kami. Sabi ko pa nga, "Andyan na si Peping!" Nadoble tuloy tawa namin. Bwiset! PEPENG pala. Haha. Buti na lang kinurek ako ni Princess. :)) Dapat pala international name na lang niya binanggit ko. Amf. Haha! Bumili muna kami ni Princess ng maiinum. Habang si Bryan eh inaantay yung Burger. Whew. At inabutan na talaga kami ng naaaapakalakas na ulan! Grabe. Basa! Haha. Kaya nagtrike na kami pauwi kila Princess.

Hehe. Ayun. Kulitan sa kwarto. Ayaw kasing isherr samin ni Princess yung CP niya. Gustong magbasa ni Bryan eh. Hehe. Ako naman, medyo busy sa pagtetext nun, kaya tahimik lang. Akalain mung ako pinagdiskitahan nung dalawa!? Waaaah! Torture! Haha. Si Bryan kinuha yung CP ko, at siya nagreply sa mga katext ko nun. Amf. Kaya sorry naman kila Jha, Eriin at Roxanne. Haha. :D Di ko naman napigilan, si Princess kasi. Hawak niya ko. Waaah. XD

Past 6PM na pero parang alang balak umuwi tung kasama ko. Grabe wa. Haha. Ang dilim na sa daan. Kala ko nga magoovernight na talaga kami dun we. Tinext ko na yung Mommy ko nasa Hangga pa ko. Though ang paalam ko we, sa bayan lang ako. Hahaha. Ayun, buti may nagdaang trike. Whew!

So at 7:20 PM, nakauwi na ko. weee. :)) This was really an enjoying day. Hi Pepeng! Whaha. :))


PS:
May napapansin naman ako sa kinaiiritahan kong gurl. Hmm. May gusto ata to kay BroQ we? Grabe. Lahat na lang napupuna. Basta tungkol sa kaniya. Tsk. Wala lang. Napansin ko lang. Babae ako we. Chismakers. Haha! :P




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