aaaah! shet. bakit ba kasi nauso pa ang baha? tssk. we need to wake up early tuloy. i'm still soooo sleeepy! i can't sleep last night. i dunno why. :P but fortunately Kiel texted me. my x's younger brother. wala lang. he's living in Dubai now. but i still replied to his text. bwhaha. P15 has been charged on my load. but that's okay. i have so many load naman e. unlike you, naka-45 ka sakin! tss. bet you've got a sponsor huh? do you think you're so lucky? hmm. well. i dunno. hindi lang kita talaga matiis. :D

so here's my day. monday! aish. another week. tssk. we now faced the sacred heart building. good thing i placed in front. that's why i can't be reached by the sunlight. :)) we do not held our RHGP but instead, we used our conputer subject and discussed a lesson. we stayed on the computer room. :D then, for our math time, mme. beth just also discussed a lesson while I accompanied jhem to collect money for a third year student whose mother died. and that's it. recess time. then english time. we just have our class on the speech lab. that's why we're late on our next subject, AP. we just had our activity. but before that, i again accompanied jhem to collect for a while. after that, we ate up our lunch. emae and i were so crazy that time. we're practing how to do the moonwalk. whaha. XD but unfortunately i can't do it. cause there were so many things and stuffs that should do to be able to perfect that step. while waiting for our next subject, we just reviewed for our quiz in mapeh while some of my classmates were practing the moonwalk. they had a lot of fun that time. coz the step was so funny!

bago matapos un lunch, my x approached at the back door were i was staying and reviewing for my quiz. he would like his phone to be kept coz they'll be having their P.E. but unfortunately, he trusted ****** more. i was really disappointed that time. sooo much! nakakaiyak naman. haha. :( sinamahan ko ulit si jhem saglit para maningil. tapos may sinabi daw si x sa kaniya. pero i felt that it would be a bad news and would hurt a lot my feelings. so hindi ko na pinatuloy si jhem sa sasabihin niya. tssk. nakakawalang gana tuloy. kabadtrip. wala ako sa mood. tss. 6 lang tuloy score ko sa quiz. hahaha. XD we would be having our PE on wednesday and thursday. gosh! two days. oh my! and our activity would be curl ups, PUSH UPS, and step test. tsk3. bet i can't do and finish those activities. warm up pa nga lang malapit na kong bumigay e. :/ finally! we met our filipino teacher! whaha. after a week of not meeting her. it's been a long time. niahaha. she just discussed. but i didn't listen and pay attention to her. i ate instead. bwhaha. em really such a good student. we were dismissed early because of the samagusma meeting. it's only 3pm. lara, alby and darrine ate at jollibee. while me, shine, ilyn, krizzie and tham searched and crave for some exotic food. bwhaha. but we ended up at jollibeth. niahaha! we bought spagetti, chicken and even kamote fries! bwhaha. it's like we already ordered at jollibee right? okay. we ate those food at tham's place as usual. and we can't help but say bad things and compliment about we are eating. even the drinks! nadamay pa. bwhaha. XD after that, we decided to watch a movie. it's entitled dead na si lolo. but i didn't like it. it was boring. haha. so we didn't finished it. at 5pm, emae and i decided to go home. and that's it, i'm home! tadaaa! haha. XD

while watching bof, nakita kong online si x sa ym. after thinking for so many years. haha. ekk. i finally decided to be available on ym. but sadly, x suddenly out without even leaving me a private message. aww. hindi na ko nagtaka. tssk. alam ko na. it's the end of the world! haha. tama nga yung sinabi ni caroline. ayt?


tssk. i confirmed and finally announce, 4-0! in favor of x. tssk. remember my blog posts, i am but a fool? yea. that's it. :(( ayokong magsalita e! pero gusto ko. tssk. ang hirap kasing magsalita ng tapos pero gusto mo talagang magsalita. errr! AYOKO NA. :( nakakahina na. may patutunguhan pa ba to? palagay ko wala na. AKALA KO LANG YON. :( ang hirap ng masyadong pinapaasa. mas mahirap lalo pag pinaparamdam sayong may pagasa ka. :( and ganun ang pinaparamdam niya sakin. nung una yon. pero ngayon? aish! ala na.. :( aaaamf naman oh! ang gulo gulo ng buhay eh. bakit ba?! T.T